How Did I End Up Here (BTS)

Boy or Girl?

Chaper Twenty Four

*Rap Monster's POV*

I lay awake in the early hours of the morning. Maybe 6am? 4 hours ago I had finally done something that made me happy. Not that becoming an idol didn't make me happy, I made my dream come true. But now I have someone who I can be myself around, I can be Namjoon, instead of Rap Monster. I heard a door open and quiet footsteps approached the balcony next to my room, at the end of the hallway. The doors slid open, and they stood out on the balcony. Peeking through the curtains to see who it was, I saw her. Looking over Seoul, her oversized jumper on, mug in her hand. I guessed everyone else was asleep, so I crept out and backhugged her.

She tensed for a second, but after realising it was me she relaxed and smiled, snuggling into my chest.

"Hey," I mumbled into her ear.

"Hey," she took a sip from her cup. It looked like tea, I knew she could drink tea every second of every day.

"It's the whole company's day off before christmas shows begin, so I guess you're stuck with me all day." I smiled at the thought. A whole day with her. Obviously we would have to be careful with the guys around though.

"Mmm, well that's good then right?" She turned around, setting the cup down on the little table. "It snowed a lot last night," she commented. I hadn't even noticed, but Seoul was covered.

"It looks amazing," I whispered as she turned back around, so I was backhugging her again. I could easily rest my chin on her head, it was so cute. "Do you know what time it is?"

"It was 5:30 when I woke up, so 5:45?" That early huh? Well, the rest of them won't be awake for a long time.

"We have a few hours to ourselves then," I breathed in her ear as she shivered slightly, smiling. I pulled her around, so we were facing each other.

I stared into her eyes, they were so bright. Big, brown, bright eyes. Her eyelashes curled natrually, creating a natural shadow to her eye. Wrapping my arms around her waist, she reached up and wrapped her arms around my neck as I put my forehead on hers. She looked down and smiled, then looked back up to meet my eyes.

Her breathe was visible, the rise and fall of her chest could be felt against mine. It was peaceful, sort of.

Slowly, I leaned my lips toward hers. It was slow kiss, a loving kiss. Something I had wanted to do for what seemed like eternity. As I pulled away after a minute or so, she was blushing slightly, before her face changed.

"What's wrong?" I asked, worried. But then she smiled, grabbing my hands and placing it on her stomach. I hadn't felt her stomach last night when the baby was kicking, I hadn't got the chance. V was acting all alien. It felt amazing, that she was growing a little human inside her. It was sort of weird to think, that a human was growing inside her, that humans grew inside humans. But obviously, it was a miracle.

"You'll be a great mom," I told her, bringing my hands up to her face, kissing her once more. This was something I will never tire of. When the other guys are around, I don't know how I'll be able to contain myself.

"Thanks," she whispered. She wasn't talking much, was she alright? She was usually a lot more hyper than this...

"Are you alright?"

"Huh? I yeah, just a little tired still," she smiled sleepily. She looked so cute.

"Come on little baby, let's put you back to bed," I smiled, turning her around.

"Stay with me?" She looked at me. "Let's just lay on the sofa?" She asked, holding my hand, half asleep.

"Sure, come on," I smiled, pushing her gently toward the sofa before sitting down and throwing my arm around her. Her head was on my chest, feet tucked up. I looked down at her and smiled again, playing with her hair as she fell asleep.