How Did I End Up Here (BTS)

Time Flies

Chapter Twenty Seven

*Lizzie's POV*

It was now Christmas Eve. The boys had very busy schedules, Matty was either caught up with school or Mei, and I'm just sat here, alone. Nurse Hun wouldn't allow me to work until after new year, which sucked major balls. Manager Kang (he just told me to call him Kang, cause I'm special) agreed, told me to stay home. I could at least be doing SOMETHING. I'm so bored.

I texted Mei to see if we could go shopping, but naturally, she was with Matty. Smh.

I flopped onto the sofa, drawing on my stomach, letting my mind wander around.

***

It was around 10pm when the guys came home, after filming for a show. I told them all to go straight to bed, they all looked dead. Namjoon tried to hang back, much to Tae's amusement, but I told him he should too go to bed.

"Are you sure? You were alone all day," he whispered.

"I'm positive. Go to sleep, you look awful. And, if you stay up any longer, Santa won't come. Now sleep." I told him, turning him around.

"If you say Umma," he laughed as I closed his door.

I walked back to my own room. Where am I going to go when the baby arrives? I can't stay here, not with them getting any sleep as it is, a baby would just keep them up all night. Or morning.

What will I do? Only 5 months left... what am I going to do?

***

Christmas morning came quickly. I still dream of the same thing. Sungjoo dying. It never stops. I wonder if he will look like him? Probably...

"MERRY CHIRSTMAS!" J-Hope yelled as I walked into the kitchen.

"Merry Christmas," I smiled back. I didn't feel very well, but I'll disguise it. It's probably just a little cold or something.

The rest of the guys got up slowly, one by one, making their way to the living room. Then Manager Kang walked into the dorm around 11am.

"Merry Christmas guys!" He smiled, Santa hat placed on his head.

"Merry Christmas Hyung!" They all yelled back.

"You have the Christmas Show at 5pm, so we have to go soon so you can get ready. I know it's Christmas, but you're starting promotion again. You can have another hour or so before you go. A car will pick you up later. See you there!" He waved leaving.

"We're sorry Lizzie," Tae sat next to me as I scrunched my eyebrows.

"What are you sorry for?" I asked.

"You'll be alone, on Christmas." Jin said. True. Matty was having dinner with Mei's family, and I didn't want to intrude. I mean, her whole family is there. Who wants a pregnant teen there, right?

"So what? It's your job, I'm fine with it, I'll probably just watch the Home Alone series anyway." I smiled. Seriously, they don't have to feel bad. I honestly didn't care anyway, I just wanted sleep. I felt shocking.

"Are you alright?" Suga asked me.

"Fine, why?"

"You look a little pale... for you anyway." He said.

"It's the fake tan, it's rubbing off. I'm fine," I said covering it up. He nodded his head, but I could see he didn't believe me. I felt like I was burning up.

"You know you're burning, right?" Jungkook asked me, as he was sat next to me. "I can feel the heat coming from you from here."

"I'm fine. I'm totally fine, seriously, don't worry about me." I said. They didn't have to, they needed to focus on doing a good job tonight.