So after a full night of thinking about her I slithered out of bed and slowly made my way to the bathroom to wake myself up with water. So I splashed face multiple times and I was still half asleep so for the first time in a while I drank an energy drink and it woke me up so I went about the rest of my morning and some of the afternoon as normal until it was time to go to class five but this time she wasn't there, it was very odd for some reason, like something was missing but in the end my day was normal but I felt lonely this time so I even had a normal time relaxing in bed.. and I fell asleep feeling lonely.. for the first time ever