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30. Facetiming my boyfriend

30. FaceTiming my boyfriend

I laid in bed as I saw Harry FaceTiming me so I answered. He was in his golf outfit while I was a mess in bed.

"Hey beautiful"

"Hey Harry"

"Sorry babe I didn't call, it's just once I got home I knocked out and when I woke up it was too late"

"It's alright"

"So anything new with you?" He asked me.

"Um my mom is home and she brought me a dress"

"Cool"

"Oh and I made a new friend, her name is Sam"

"Cool babe, I'm happy for you"

"Can't wait for college to start"

"I can't wait for you"

"Are you about to go golfing with Nialler?" I asked him.

"Yeah"

"Tell him I say hi"

"I will babe"

"I love you Harry"

"I love you Selena, I have to leave and pick up Niall okay?"

I nodded "okay"

"You look beautiful babe"

"Thanks Haz, see ya later" I waved bye as I hanged up. When I said that, I felt like it was a lie like I wasn't going to see Harry again.

I changed into a nice long summer dress. I grabbed a book and went over to the campus. There was a huge blossom tree so I said down and leaned my back against it. I sighed as I took in this campus beauty. I opened my book and began to enter a new world.

"Selena?" I looked up to find Dylan staying in front of me.

"Oh my god! Dyl!!" I closed my book and got up and hugged him "what are you doing here?"

He hugged me back then I moved back "I'm going here in September"

"Get out!! Really?!"

"Yeah remember I told you about applying"

"Yeah but I didn't know you got in" I lightly pushed his shoulder.

He laughed "so what are you doing here?"

"Just reading" I smiled "I found this tree yesterday and it's just beautiful"

"Yeah it is, so you live here?"

"Yeah with my mom actually, we live near by"

"Oh that's great!"

"So what about you? Are you dorming?"

"Yeah this year I am, I'm hoping I'll have enough money to get my own place"

"Same! I mean I love my mom but I don't want to be living with her through my college years"

"Yeah I get it, so how are you?"

"Good" I smiled as I wrapped my arms around my book.

"How's you and Harry? You two still together and good?"

"Yeah, he was just here but he had to leave yesterday. He told me he'll be back but I just feel like he's not going to come back"

"Why?"

"I-I don't know... Like something's going to happen and he just come back and see me... I mean we're going to break up anyway but I still want to see him one more time before college starts"

"Wait, you guys are going to break up?"

"Yea" I sighed "it's just I'll be here and he'll be there or England and how many times are we going to get a chance to see each other, you know? So we just made the mature decision"

"Wow... That sucks"

I nodded "yeah it fucking does, so how are you?"

"I'm good, enjoying Pennsylvania"

"Same, so any girls you like?" I smiled as I asked.

"No, I want to try to just focus on college first"

"Hmm good idea maybe I'll do the same. But I'm still going to go out and club and stuff"

"Oh yeah, I mean it is college right?"

"Yup! And college is supposed to be about parties which I'm excited about"

"Me too, if you hear about a party let me know"

"Will do and same for you"

"I will Sel"

"You want to come and see my mom? I know she would love to see you"

"Sure"

We began to walk back to the apartment "you know I got my own car" I said proudly.

"I didn't even know you drove!"

"I do! It's just I used to have Harry drive me places but yeah I can drive"

"So how come you never drove his car?"

"He didn't want me to, it was his baby" I rolled my eyes.

"Ahh got it"

"So are you like that with your car?" I asked him.

"Oh yeah! She's my pride and joy"

"I will never understand guys and their cars"

I opened the door and we walked in "mom! Look who I found!"

"Dylan!" I closed the door as my mom hugged Dylan and began to talk.

I went to grab a drink as I heard my phone ring. I took a sip before I answered it.

"Hello?"

"Hey gorgeous"

"Hey Hazza"

"What's that in the background?" He asked me.

"Oh Dylan's talking to my mom"

"Dylan?"

"Hmm, he's attending the college in September. I ran into him today, how cool is that"

"That's cool babe"

"So what's up with you?"

"Well I just got off the phone with Gemma and I'm going to go stay with her while I work"

"That's nice" as soon as I heard that, my heart dropped. He'll be in England while I'll be here... Oh god.

"Yeah"

It all of sudden got silent between us, I think we were both in the same state.

"Harry... I have to go" I managed to get out.

"Okay, I love you"

"I love you too"

I hanged up as I went to my room. I closed the door behind me as I placed my hand over my mouth to cover my crying. I didn't want my mom nor Dylan to hear me crying. I felt already in so much pain, it hurt me to cry. I bent over crying then I just fell onto the floor.