The Unchanged Fate

Prologue

~Pov: ???~

I stared at the bloody lifeless body right in front of me. Empty. Was; what I'm feeling. The blood on my hands is a dead give away, that I killed them.. I sit there on my knees, feeling emotionless, shocked. That I.. Killed my very own best friend. Emotional, physical, and even more ways I don't know. I looked back at my hands, seeing the blood dripping off them. The nice sound of it too. Sounds like water dripping from a bathtub. I then raised my head up, looking back at their body. I see the blood gushing out of them. After I realized that I killed them at first, I tried to stop the blood. I stopped it for a while, doing CPR was next. None of it worked though... Now I have to live with the "guilt" that I have. That I.. Killed my very own best friend. I'm the one who is responsible for taking their life.

I stand up, looking down at their dead body one last time, then focusing my eyes towards the railing. I started walking closer to the railing, my heart racing fast. Feeling the rush in my body, the shaking, my heart beating, my vision unclear... As I can't remember how I got there so fast, due to my unclear vision. I put one leg over the railing, then the next one. As I was about to jump, I heard footsteps right behind me. Yelling my name, I could care less at this point. I just murder my best friend. The one who I promised I would never betray. I betrayed them, in so many ways... I still haven't apologized yet, and I never will be able to.

As I got both legs over the railing, my heart started beating faster. The adrenaline that is coming over me. As I was about to jump, and do the most selfish thing a person can do; I felt an arm grab me. I looked towards them, noticing it was the boy with white hair. I felt tears trying to escape my eyes. I looked at the rest of my so-called "friends..." They looked at me with pure shocked, and disgust.

The white hair boy looked at my hands, then the dead body, putting two and two together. He looked shocked, like he wanted to cry. The tears finally slipped... I started crying. He loosened his grip on me for a second, I took this chance to jerk away from him. As I jerked away from him, I fell off the rooftop like planned. They all started to yell my name, even screaming at me for jerking away. I felt peace after I started to fall. The adrenaline finally went away... As I felt my body hit the ground very hard. The impact was horrible, my breathing stopped. Everything stopped. And in that moment, I knew.... That I was dead. That I would never be able to see my friends' smiles ever again.

I smiled one last time, before I closed my eyes. I couldn't hear anything anymore. Nor feel. Is this what death feels like?

(A/N) Oh yes! What a beautiful beginning! I listen to a sad song on purpose, to "prep" me for this chapter. I used somewhat explicit details, but not really. Next chapter won't be for a while! I need my best friend to draw me the characters, gotta beg her after this! Or, the week before I post chapter 1. These chapters are kinda long, well to me. I wrote long chapters on purpose. What inspired me to? Well, this author I follow, she writes long chapters, so I wanted to try it out. I actually like writing long chapters! Things to know before chapter 1! It's set in Japan at first, and when some characters speak Japanese, I used "Google '' translation. Sorry if you're Japanese and reading it, and it's not the right way to say something. Since chapter 1 won't be until forever! I'll give you a little clip of it. I'll give you 3 whole paragraphs. I haven't proof read it yet- soo! Anyways! Bye guys! Enjoy the little sneak peak!

Chapter 1 sneak peak:

As I'm carrying in the last box, I see a girl with choppy blue hair coming towards me. She looks down until she sees me... Oh god... Don't tell me.. I then saw her running away, so I started to try and run faster into my house, when I mean running, I mean walking faster. She started to wave at me. "Konnichiwa!" I hear her yell. What does Konnichiwa mean again? Does it mean hi? I looked at her confused. I then realized I stopped walking... Oh god...

"Kon'nichiwa! Watashinonamaeha ShiKanadesu" she states, then puts her hand out. 'What did she just say?!' I think to myself. I then talked to her like a deaf person; "I don't," I paused. "Speak Japanese." She then nodes. 'Did she understand me!?' I think to myself. "Sorry," the girl then says. I arched an eyebrow. "My name is Shi Kana!" Did she... Did she just speak English! "Your name is Shi?" She shakes her head no. "My name is Kana. I can tell you're not from here, are you?" I nodded.

"In America we say our first names, then our last names" I tell the girl. She nodded. "Well then! My name is Kana Shi." She then smiles. I gave her a fake smile, "Mine is Hazel Raves." I do not want to be friends with her.. "I love your black hair! Plus the way you dyed purple on the ends! It's so pretty!" She exclaims I nodded. I then put the box on the ground. "You speak English?" I ask so bluntly. I'm not a very blunt person.