Attitude Adjustments -Harry Styles Love Story-

Chapter 14

I jumped off Lacy and patted her neck, she neighed in response. I looked around at the giant field me and Payton would race on every summer, where we would have water fights, where we made daisy chains, where we talked about boys, shared our secrets together..made memories. I smiled to myself as I thought about all the smiles and laughs we shared. Why can't it be the same this year? Why does Harry have to be here? I sighed to myself and turned to Lacy "what do you think of Harry?" I carried on talking as if she could hear me "I didn't think he would be this bad.." I smiled up at her "but there is something..inside of me" I laughed to myself "that goes warm whenever he's near me" I looked down causing a strand of hair to fall in my face "I don't love him.." I looked back up into her sparkling brown eyes "It's just a familiar feeling..that's all"  Lacy stood up and and neighed quietly nudging my side. I laughed and rubbed her nose "what is it baby?" I turned and saw Harry and Payton, Harry on Tammy and Payton on ButterCup. I felt my cheeks burn and anger bubbled inside of me, I turned to Lacy and climbed back onto her and slowly trotted "I know when I'm not wanted" I looked at them both who seemed perfectly fine without me, I signalled for Lacy to go faster and she did. The trott turned into a callop and I soon rode past them both, confusion wiped their smiles. 

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I wearing a white vest and some tracksuit bottoms whilst sleeping on the couch, my feet propped up on Drew's lap whilst he watched the football. My dreams soon wisped away as the door slamed shut, the voices I heard made me cringe. I kept my eyes closed even though I was awake, I felt Drew's eyes on me. I shuffled around into a more comfy position, as I listened to their conversation. "has Beth said anything?" Payton asked Drew, he just shrugged, "she went off when me and Harry got to the field..She's been acting really strange" I opened one eye and looked at Drew, he saw me awake but knew I didn't want to be sussed out "She just came back and fell asleep" His smile was an obvious fake but he soon turned his attention back to me after Payton huffed and walked off. 

"What's going on Beth?" Drew whispered to me, I sat up and cuddled the pillow to my chest "nothing" I lied making it obvious with my lip biting. He laughed and nudged me "I'm not stupid" I jumped up and nodded "I never said you were" I stuck my tounge out at him and ran out of the living room laughing to myself. I saw Carol in the kitchen and smiled at her "Hey Carol" I carried on running and found myself upstairs, I opened my bedroom door and walked in to see Harry with mud on his face and clothes. I ignored him and walked over to my bed, I pulled my laptop out from under my bed and turned it on. I lay on my stomach using my arms to support me up, I logged onto the usual twitter, tumblr, facebook..nothing special as usual. I looked up to find Harry staring at me "what?" I asked bitterly. He frowned "you're such a bitch" I sat up and folded my arms over my chest "how am I a bitch?" I asked him. "why did you leave this note on my pillow this morning?" he handed me a piece of paper, I unfolded it and read it quickly my eye brows furrowing "what? I never wrote this!" I protested throwing the paper to the floor. He picked it up and showed me the 'love Beth xo' at the bottom "you sure?" He asked sarcasticly I nodded and stood up "why would I write that to you anyway? why would I spend my time writing a letter to you?" I shouted at him. "Maybe because you're a selfish bitch!" He shouted back, this hit a nerve and turned the waters on. Each tear raced down my cheeks, I tried to wipe them away b ut they were flooding my face "okay" I whispered "you win" I wiped my cheeks and came up to his ear "but I didn't write that letter" I then stormed out and slammed the door behind me.

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