Sucking is the New Norm (Random Rants)

My Tsundere Process

     I'm a tsundere in a way.

Yep, even though in real life, I act more like a dandere or kuudere...and also a reverse yandere.

If you don't know what any of these are, allow me to use my best friend, The Urban Dictionary to define each of these personalities to you:

● Tsundere is a slang born on the Internet, and it is a word to describe the nature of female anime or game characters. Tsundere is a word combining two words, "Tsun Tsun" and "Dere Dere". Both terms describe attitudes of a person. "Tsun Tsun" is used for cold/blunt/curt attitude, while "Dere Dere" is used when a person becomes spoony in front of his/her lover.

● Contrary to the popular belief that it is the opposite of tsundere, it describes an anime character who is either psychotic or violent or both, and shows affection to the main character. Became a popular moe genre after the airing of the last episode of School Days. Other yandere characters include Ryuuguu Rena from Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni series.

● An anime/manga slang term for a character that is cold, blunt, cynical, and pretty much doesn't care if her beloved dies. That's what she is on the outside but she is actually caring and nice on the inside. Differs from tsundere since tsundere is when the character frequently runs hot and cold between tsun and dere. Kuudere is when the character only occasionally shows her caring side.

● A dandere is a character archtype that entails someone being quiet which is usually associated with shyness. "Dan" comes from the word "danmari" which means silent and taciturn. "Dere" means to become "lovey dovey" Not to be confused with Kuudere which is a cool person that becomes lovey dovey. They are very similar in appearence and possibly behavior, but their underlying character reasoning is different. Being silent for the sake of being silent vs being cool.

Thank you Urban Dictionary, you're always a big help.

BACK ON TOPIC!

Around President's Day Weekend (or just a weekend in February for all my non-Americans), my closest Internet friend got into a popular show, which you probably should, called Sherlock. It really pissed me off, so I retaliated by getting into Homestuck to show that I can get into non-anime stuff too.

Okay, the real reason I got into Homestuck was because I needed a new obsession.

And I'd make a VERY attractive Sprite.

Nah, just kidding, I wouldn't.

BACK ON TOPIC!

Even before she got into Sherlock, she also liked Doctor Who.

And then she'd never shut the hell up. Seriously, my friends and I were worried for her.

So, then one day I was scrolling through Instagram and I checked out her profile.

Then I lost my breath for a few seconds.

A few weeks before that, I was teasing her that she should get into Supernatural. She said she wouldn't.

And when I looked on her profile, she said she got into Supernatural.

Then I thought to myself:

"I AM OFFICIALLY DISTANCING MYSELF FROM HER!"

I even posted a picture of Yato from Noragami, complaining.

Then she went onto my profile and reassured me.

Then we didn't talk for two weeks.

During that time, I just got more and more pissed.

To the point where I wanted to throw a bucket at her.

Just like what happened to Karkat.

AND SOOO

After a long period of thinking, I figured that I should get into these shows.

But then I wouldn't be the Ghosty...

Shit, what would I do?!

Then it came into place.

Why would I watch these shows?

To piss off my friends.

Haha haha!

So I did. And I made a point of it.

Oh gosh, the look on my friends' face.

They were so shocked.

But fortunately, I reassured them.

Then discovered the Tsundere Process.

I still watch them.

My old self would beat me down if she saw me.