forever & always

I love you, from you

12th April 2018
*flashback*

Taylor's pov
"bye sweetie" i said to caitlin as me and joe left her with beth for one day.
"bye mum!" said 8 years old and entered the house.

Me and joe got in the car but obviously i was nervous leaving our child with for a day. I had left her of course before but she usually stayed with joe or Abigail but now we left her at her friend's house so i was being overprotective and over dramatic over cait.

"she'll be alright don't worry" joe said softly "now it's our day" he smirked and started driving to house.

We entered apartment and ordered some pizza too lazy to cook something and got on the couch turning 'friends' as usual.

I cuddled on his chest and took the comfort i needed most lately after all the stressful days.
"i love you" he murmured while playing with my hair and i kissed him as answer. He kissed back excitedly and just as things were heating up doorbell rang.

"the foods here" i sighed and he went to get it.
"we can do it later luv, we have whole day" he smirked.
"ohh stop!" i kicked his arm playfully.

After some cuddles and Netflix we went upstairs getting ready for a bath and wine when my phone rang.

It was Emily - Beth's mother.

I panicked and picked up immediately.

"hello?"
"hi taylor um could you come over as soon as possible? Your daughter i -"

*1 hour earlier*
Caitlin's pov
"Let's get on the roof!" Beth said and i nodded excitedly.
"I'll ask my mum" she said and went to her Emily.

I looked over her room, led lights, comics, big posters.. She had everything!
I mean i did too but she was living normally, like just a normal life without paparazzi or media which kinda made me jealous and sad.

I wondered what was it like to go out public without securities or paparazzi following you 24/7 or wyat was like to have mum with you always and fall asleep in her arms.

I wanted it. Just a normal life.

I drifted off thoughts as beth came in with a big grin.
"she said yes!"
We giggled and went on the roof where you could see whole garden.
"god it's soo beautiful right here"
"i know right" she giggled.

We chatted along but i didn't realize i was standing on the edge when i suddenly lost my control and fell from the roof.

I hit thr ground and i could spot and feel warm blood leaking through my clothes. My vision became blurry and i was feeling terrible pain in my head but i just closed my eyes hoping it weren't closing forever.

Emily's pov
"call the doctor!" i screamed as i saw 8 year old's lifeless body on the ground.

I picked her up and placed her on my bed while doctor arrived.

"im sorry but i can't touch her, she is almost dead and touching her and taking her to hospital will just be more torture. Just let her die easily" doctor said and i just started crying more in my husband's shoulder wishing this just a terrible nightmare.
"please doctor, she may survive!" i cried out but he just refused.
"im sorry but she won't, it will even be surprising if she can reach tomorrow, sorry, goodbye mrs mills" he said and left.

I spotted shocked Beth in the corner.
"get her out of here" i said to Colin and he did so.
"are we gonna tell taylor right now?" I asked her as he came back.
"of course we are-"
"and how? We killed her daughter Colin"
"then do her last favor, let her daughter die in her arms"
I nodded and dialed taylor’s number..

Back to taylor lol
"your daughter i- you better come here quick please" she said through tears and i got panicked as i put on my clothes and took joe with me.

We arrived and I was greeted by cried Emily and my almost dead daughter.
"what happened?" i collapsed next to Beth.
"she she she fell from the roof" she said. "I'll leave you guys together" and left the room.

"Cait baby can you hear me? Can you open those eyes for me?"
Just like magic she kinda goes back to reality like she decided not to die and opens her eyes hearing my voice.
"m - mum?"
"im here sweetie, we are both here, me and your dad" i said trying to hide tears in my throat.
"mum im sorry" she sounded so weak and i knew she wouldn't make it. I lost all of my hopes.
"no don't be sorry Caitlin, we love you so much" joe said and kissed her forehead.
"i love yo-" Caitlin stuttered but closed her eyes and went to sleep. Forever.

"no" i whisper-screamed and fell in Joe's arms who had been crying the whole time but trying to stay stronger.
"no no no" i cried as i collapsed on Caitlin and kissed her whole face.
"why god why, why did you go babygirl, it should be me(he heeee) the one who should be lying there, and you should be one crying for me, i love you so much baby" i cried and waited for Caitlin to wake up, to say it's a prank but no. She didn't even move a muscle.

I just stayed there joe comforting me until it got so much and i passed out through his arms, Caitlin's blood all over my clothes.

Hii. Hope u enjoyed<3
I just love how my titles fit the chapters💀 anyways ty for reading have a good day/night - sofieee<3
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