forever & always

You broke me first

Tw: panic attack
Present time
3 months later(didn't know what to write)
Taylor's pov

I was happy. I wasn't happy the way i was trained, i was just living in our little bubble with the love of my life.

I was sitting on the couch with hot chocolate in my hands, waiting for him to come. I was excited, i haven't seen him for 3weeks due to our jobs and he would be home any time now!!

I hear the door crack and i get up excitedly, put the mug on table and run to the door. I hug him tightly not wanting to let go.

"i missed you so much!" i mumble hugging him more tightly.
"i missed you too love" adam said and we both walk to living room.

We chat for a while before we eat and cuddle on couch watching Gray's anatomy.

"so what's our plans for rest of the day?" he asks and runs his hands in my hair.
"i say we just cuddle and rest?"
"good idea" he chuckles and kisses me on head.

I try to focus on tv but him playing with my hair leads me to soon fall asleep on his chest..

Adam's pov
Taylor falls asleep on me and i just continue watching tv as i hear my phone ping. It was a message from laurel.

Me and laurel met weeks ago and hooked up unexpectedly. I love taylor but laurel is also beautiful and talented girl. I just couldn't hold back in. I really don't know what to do anymore but she wants me to break up with taylor, which really will be hard to since she's attached on me after that fight with joe. I really don't want to break her heart but i have no choice.

(a while later)
Taylor's pov
I can say Adam's acting differently and coldly towards me right now, i cam barely see him at home anymore.
Is he cheating on me? No taylor you can't think that adam loves you. But does he REALLY love you?

These thoughts fill up my head and soon i can feel my hands shaking and my breathes becoming short and shallow. I try to clear my head and take deep breaths but nothings working at the moment. I just give up and let it happen. Tears stream down my face as i sob and try to catch some air while my whole body is shaking.

After ten minutes i finally calm down and sit on the floor hugging my pillow. I can't let him break me too, i just need to find out the truth.

I slowly get up and head towards to kitchen where adam is sitting and texting someone on his phone.

"hey babe, who are you texting to?" i ask as i walk up from behind.
"oh it's just my friend" he said nervously and shut off phone quickly.
"okay" i mumble.
"by the way i have to go today i have some meetings soon"  he added and i could see nervousness in his eyes as we made eye contact.
"okay just-"
"i might be come home late tho"
"alright" i mumble and make myself sandwich before going upstairs.

I walk into room and get comfortable on bed trying to not think about him and turn on tv to distract my mind.

I watch friends non-stop rewatch and soon hear adam open the front door.
I turn off tv and go back downstairs, hugging him.

I could smell some female perfume on his shirt but i said nothing, not wanting to start fight yet.

We don't say anything just sit together on couch and watch Netflix for a while when i hear notification on my phone from kitchen.

It was a message by unknown number. Who the hell is this?

I quickly open the message and freeze what i see there.
It was a picture of some girl and adam in bed naked, together.

I felt tears building up in my eyes as i turn back to living room and turn off tv.

"are you cheating on me??" i asked adam who froze on my question.
"what are you talking abo-"
"ADAM ARE YOU CHEATING ON ME?"
"no why did you thi-"
"then whay is this?" i show him the picture that girl sent.
"i- i can expl-"
"just answer my fucking question. Are. You. Cheating. On. Me?"
"yes" he said and looked down in guilt.

"why? I mean wasn't i enough? What couldn't i give you??"
"no- don't think that way you're-"
"shut up. I don't want your excuses"
"please tay-"
"I SAID SHUT UP!" i screamed and he went silent immediately.

I put my head in my hands and start to break down. I know i said i wouldn't let him break me but obviously i was stupid to think that. I didn't think it would hurt this much. I fall on my knees and cry uncontrollably as he stares at me with dead face.
I clutch my hands in fists in anger and get up, tears still pouring from my eyes.

He's gonna regret this.

Lmao ik this was short but aaah i updated✨ *doesn't know what to say* anywayy ty for reading ig have a good day/night:)) - sofie🤍

btw blondie's teasing speak now and 1989 so ya'll don't be surprised if she'll release debut tv✨💗