tsukishima's pov :
i came back earlier from the doctor. i was sitting on my couch, resting. i heard notifications pop up 3 in a row but thats not the most weird thing. hinata posted a photo of him and kageyama hugging. there was a weird hashtag under it. but all i could focus on was the picture. they looked close. anyone who didnt know about kageyama and me, which is basically everyone except the two and yamaguchi, would think that kageyama and hinata were a couple.
i grit my teeth. is the king that dense? surely enough, comments shipping them came flooding in.
"couple goals!"
"awww u guys are so cuteeee"
"if my boyfriend and i arent like that, i just wont have a relationship. and thats on period."
every comment i read just made me angrier. or was it more jealous? i dont know and dont care. i texted kageyama, asking demanding him to come to my house. thirty minutes passed by and the door bell finally rang.
"took you long enough. were you too busy f*cking hinata?" my voice laced with hatred, of course not for kaeyama, i could never hate him. WAIT WTF AM I SAYING-
"kei? what do you mean? you seem angry..." kageyama stepped closer. i furrowed my brows. this dude really doesnt think the post would make me angry? i showed him the picture wordlessly. his eyes lit up. does he really like hinata that much? "oh yeah! hinata posted this because-" "because what? you're dating? have you been lying to me from the start?" i blurted out, the anger building in me splurted out in ugly ways.
"what? no! me and hinata are just friends!"
"just friends dont hug each other like that!"
"he was just trying to cheer me up because-"
"dont give me any more lies!"
"im not! just let me finish!"
"i cant believe you would do this! but whatever, we are just eNeMiEs wItH bEnEfIts. am i right? you never took this seriously!"
"what? i took this so seriously!"
"then why are you with hinata and me? oh wait, we arent even a real couple. i cant believe i wasted time on you! you dont mean anything to me anymore. just get the f*ck out."
my words seemed to strike a nerve. before i knew it, tears streamed down his face. i felt bad. after all, i didnt mean a word that i said. "you're right, we arent a real couple. there's no point wasting time with a piece of trash like me right?" more tears welled up in his eyes.
"i'll see myself out."
he chokes back a sob as he closed the door. when the house becomes eerily silent, i finally let my tears go. i sit there on the floor, hopeless, knowing that i had messed up.
a/n : uhmmm so hi? lol i havent wrote in 3 weeks and immediately give you guys angst <3. by the way, i would like to try she / they pronouns. please respect it, thank you :). im also going to write a squid game fanfic ( by probably next week ) because i am so tired of waiting for sangwoo x gihun content HAHAHAHA
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