(sorry this is a short chapter)
ivan: "so what's got you in a dump?"
i stayed quiet and held my head in my hands trying not to look at the boy i loved most.
ivan: "listen y/n i know i'm not your favourite person in the world right not but-"
y/n: "god damnit you think i hate you? ivan i did all of this to make you jealous to win you back, i wasted my money on this dress, completely smeared my public image and now i'm seen as the girl who plays with people and came to this fucking party with luke i should've stayed at home."
ivan: "you really love me after everything..."
y/n: "of course i do ivan, i'm not you to enter people's lives and then leave them when they need me the most, but now i'm just as bad as you. and what about you? was it still just a few nights?"
ivan: "god no, it was far more then that."
y/n: "so why'd you tell me that? do you realise what i went through driving myself insane thinking i wasted my time on someone who'll ever love me back the same, and it seems as though i'm the only one trying to make this work."
ivan: "i'm sorry y/n-"
y/n: "sorrys gonna fix all of this? ivan this is more then just you fucking around with me, my whole life is affected, i need to get a job to help my mum out because my mum doesn't pay me to work for her, and i've been turned down simply because of what the media is saying about me, you and only you have completely ruined my life."
ivan: "y/n you know i'm always here to help you, if you need financial help i'm here for you."
y/n: "i'm not audra i don't want your money i just want you, and you're here for me? since when? you've blocked my number and you moved houses with audra, i never know what's going on with you, i'm not one of your fans y'know, i'm someone you actually know."
ivan: "y/n i don't know what you want from me..."
y/n: "i want you to stop it all with audra, i want you to just be mine, i don't wanna hide anymore, i want you to clear my name and you don't have to say you did anything just say it was all lies."
ivan: "y/n you know i can't do all of that. i'll unblock you, i'll have emilio tell you my address but the rest of it..."
y/n: "well then stop fucking talking to me, you're just hooking me along, i'm gonna think about this conversation for so long now and not be able to stop crying, wanna know what broke me? not me being here but me seeing you love audra kissing her staring at her so lovingly."
ivan: "y/n, i love you more then anything but please understand not everything you want from me is possible."
y/n: "but you could give audra the world couldn't you?".
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FanfictionY/n is an average girl with an average life until ivan martinez comes waltzing into her life.... 1 in #ivanmartinez as of 14/10/21