Fiasco

Chapter 11

Ivan looked behind him towards the door he started walking so I got up to follow him. He looked at me and shaked his head telling me no.

Ivan: "I can't risk anything happening to you, stay here."

I reluctantly sat back on my bed and waited for Ivan to come back I was fiddling with my thumbs and waited for a while, Ivan finally came back upstairs and said everything was clear. I nodded and we resumed talking.

Ivan:" y/n I'm so sorry for leaving you with him he... He hurt you and I didn't do anything to protect you."
He clenched his fists and Jaws and I could see the anger and sadness in his eyes.

Y/n: "Ivan you could've never known what was going to happen, none of this is your fault so stop blaming yourself."
Ivan: "you really know how to make people feel better don't you" he chuckled and looked at the ground.

I got up and walked towards him, I lifted his chin and gave him a gentle kiss, he embraced me in his arms. I pulled away and he grabbed my hands and he led me to his car.

Y/n: "we're we going?"
Ivan: "it's a secret mi amor"
Y/n: "you spoil me too much ivan."
Ivan: "no matter how much I try to make you happy it'll never be enough y/n your... Special." he smiled and started driving, the drive was full of me and him singing and dancing. He got out of the car and lended his hand out.

Ivan : "will you my lady?"

A smile beamed across my face as I took his hand, we linked arms and we walked into a fancy restaurant.

Y/n: "Ivan you know if your with audra and the public believes it does that mean that we'll have to always have to be stealing moments alone here and there and not really be able to express our love in public."

That question had been in my head all day and it started making me question whether or not I wanted to have a double life, one was the normal batista girl and the other one was Ivan Martinez's well... I'm not sure what we are.

Ivan:" well for now yes but I promise I'll get out the contract and we don't have to hide anymore."

We walked in and and sat at our table after about an hour we got up and went back home, he dropped me off and gave one last kiss and smiled at me. I laid in my bed and stared at the ceiling smiling, my mum walked in and saw me day dreaming and she had a soft smile on her face, my mum had always known I struggled fitting in and she knew I felt like and outcast, she always said to me that as long as I have one person in my life that could be able to make me happy and stick by my side through everything she'd be happy for her little girl. My thoughts were interrupted by a ping and even more notifications from all my socials, I got a call from Ivan and picked up.

Ivan:"y/n I'm so sorry I was so stupid and wasn't careful enough please stay safe, for now I think it's best if we just stay separate I promise I'm doing this all for your safety, I'll protect you with my life even if it means I can't see your beautiful face everyday and I know you'll do the same for me."

Y/n:" ivan-"

He hung up and I held my head in my hands I checked my notifications and the news and I was shocked....