Monty

10:girl talk

Lucinda

Things between me and Montgomery have been so dreamy but kind of weird lately

We hold hands when we are out. I sit on his lap when there aren't enough seats, sometimes even when there are, we spoon almost every night at my house and we go on dates every other day.

I always catch him looking at me a lot more than usual and it makes me happy. But I'm so confused.We aren't really a confirmed "thing" yet and he hasn't asked or even brought up a conversation like it and anytime I try bringing  it up he completely shuts it down.

I really like him. And I love spending time with him but I have this weird feeling that he's avoiding something. He has no problem touching me,kissing me or hugging me but when it comes to talking about his feelings or how we feel as a 'couple' he completely shuts off.

The only time he gives me hints is when he's drunk or tipsy.

I decided to meet up with Sophia today to see what she thinks.

"So how tall is he" she asked sipping her strawberry Frappuccino

"About this much taller than me" I say stretching my hand above my head and taking a sip of my mocha Frappuccino "about 6'4-I don't know but he's really tall" I add

"Oooo you know what that means...tall dude big dic-"

"Don't say that" I cut her off and kick her under the table

"Ouch" she whines

"I like him as a person not because he might have a big...a big dick and we haven't had sex yet."

She laughs

"Well I mean you should wait for him to ask you first to be in relationship. Maybe he needs time"

"What if he's waiting for me to make the first move. I've been waiting and waiting. I kind of feel like I'm being led on"

"Trust me girl if he wants you he'll ask you first" she says with a smirk "and from what you're telling me he seems to be falling for you...hard"

"I know-but he's shy he barely even talks sometimes"

"What is he like around you" she says putting butter on her bagel

"He's always looking at me but not in a creepy stalker way- he smiles sometimes when he's with me which is weird because he never-ever smiles he's touchy-like he likes holding my arm sometimes and putting an arm around my shoulder and stuff and keeping close proximity with me"

She raises her eyebrows with a smile

"He also laughs a-lot when he's with me"

"I think he might have a little crush on you" she says with a smirk

"Yea... i guess so but-"

"Girl no buts-shut up like right now...look at yourself you're beautiful and you're smart ok" she rolls her eyes "he definitely likes you and if he doesn't then he is stupid"

I smile and nod

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There's a ball for the FBI's in our company. There's about 9 groups scattered around the country and we are all meeting at this big fancy hotel for an appreciation party.

We are getting ready in our hotel rooms.

I'm wearing a red off shoulder dress with a slit at the side and I do my own makeup.

I still don't feel pretty so I try put on more mascara but it doesn't help much.

It's just one of those days