Monty

16:Letters

Montgomery

Everything has gotten worse the last few weeks. I've tried pushing Lucinda away but she won't budge

I thought that inviting her over sometimes would help me feel better about the whole situation but I'm always fighting the urge to send her a 'I'm not home,don't come' text.

But I need someone to hold for now and she's the one.

She knocks on the door and I open it.

She's wearing this short cargo skirt and a small white top and her hair is in two french plaits.

"Hey-i baked you something" she hands me the tray and I place it on the counter.

"You don't feel like talking today again do you?"

"Yea-no I'm just tired" i say
"You look nice" i add

"Thanks" she smiles standing on her tiptoes to kiss my cheek.

Normally when she does this I lean down so she can get a better angle but I don't do it this time because I don't want her to know  that I like it.

We go into my room and watch TV.

She moves close to and kisses my cheek but I don't respond to it.

"Montgomery"

I look at her.

She kisses me again this time on the lips.

I just look at her.

"Sorry" she says softly

"It's ok"

"Can we have sex" she blurts.

I nod

She tries to kiss me before I go into her but I turn my head.

I move in and out of her body slowly and then I pick up the pace when i start getting turned on.

She kisses my neck but it doesn't feel right so I move my face away from her and look up while putting one of my hands on her neck.

"Monty-look at me" she says

But I don't,in fact I completely ignore her and continue moving in and out of her.

She covers her face and lets out a scream.

I let out deep sigh and get off her.
"Fucks sake"

"I don't know why you're angry" she says facing away from me

"You're just being weird. You've been acting weird for the past few weeks" I say rubbing my face

I've actually been acting weird

She's silent for a while and then I look back and she's just sitting there.

"Ok" she says and she gets up and starts looking for her clothes

"Lu-I'm sorry just wait"

"No you clearly don't want me here.I'm not going to be some girl that you fuck every time you're horny or need a hug,like you've been doing to me for the past two weeks"

"You asked to have sex" i shrug

"You could've said no instead of having me lie there like a fucking tart"

"I don't like when you curse,it sounds weird"

"Well fuck-fuck fuck fuck fuck" she shouts

"Shut up"I mumble

She puts her clothes back on and I put my shorts on.

"Wait-Lucinda please"

But she races out the door.