The Crow's Nest | Jax/OC, Happy/OC | Sons of Anarchy

Chapter 3: Say That You Love Me

May 2002

Hanna was walking to the shower when she heard his gruff voice say "Good morning darlin'." to her and she turned around with a smile. "Good morning."

Jax got up and walked toward her. "What's wrong?"

Hanna proceeded to the bathroom; she undressed and got in the shower. Jax took off his boxers and joined her. "Jax, what are you doing?" He wrapped his arms around her as she sighed.

He let go of her and she turned around to look at him. "Where are we going with this?" He looked away from her. She jerked his face to hers. "I'm serious. If you want more out of this then speak up. Otherwise, I will talk to, hang out with and be friends with whoever I want. That includes the prospect." Jax glared at the blonde.

"Fine, go shower with him, Hanna." She laughed at his jealousy.

"Oh baby, you're adorable. You won't make me yours but get to be jealous? Not how it works." Jax, feeling his anger rise, stepped out of the shower and grabbed the towel that was folded on the sink. Hanna turned off the shower and got out. She snatched the towel from his hands. "Talk to me, Jax. What do you want from me? How do you want this to be?" He cupped her chin and kissed her. He finally pulled away and said, "I want you." He moved his hand from her face to her ass.

"That's all you want from me? I'm just someone to fuck when you're bored?" Hanna backed away from him. "I'm just a goddamn whore in your eyes? Wow, you're a different kind of fucked up. That's how you seriously see me?" 

Jax didn't say anything. Hanna turned on her heel and walked to his bed. She put on the clothes she was wearing yesterday and put her hair in a messy bun. She grabbed her purse and walked out of the room. He stood there with the towel wrapped around his waist for a moment before he walked out of the room to see where she was going but what he saw just further pissed him off.

He saw Juice walking beside her and watched the two walk out the door, he walked back into his room, grabbed a white shirt and some jeans. Jax put on his white air force ones and left the room. He walked outside to see Hanna standing beside her black dodge challenger with Juice. He walked over to her and looked at Juice, "You can go now."

Hanna laughed and spoke softly, "That's ok Juice. How about you just follow me to the hotel? We'll talk there." Juice nodded his head and started to walk to his motorcycle. Jax pulled him back and whispered, "You follow her and I will kill you." Confusion washed over Juice's face.

"Why? She just wants someone to talk to..." Jax smirked.

"You dumb kid. She's just going to fuck you then kick you out." Juice looked at the blonde woman standing by her car.

"How do you know that?" Jax looked back at Hanna.

"Because I know her." Hanna raised an eyebrow at the blonde biker.

Hanna walked over to the two bikers and put her hand on her hip. "Well, are you gonna come over or not?" Juice looked at Jax who nodded his head.

"Jax told me that Clay needs me to do some work for him. Sorry, Hanna. Another time." Juice walked toward the picnic table.

Hannah looked at Jax and shook her head. "You asshole. You don't want me so no one can have me?"

Jax walked towards his bike. "I'm going to my house. Follow me there."

Hanna flipped him off. "Go to hell." She turned on her heel and started towards her car but Jax turned around and walked towards her.

Tig, Happy and Chibs were standing outside beside Juice and Clay waiting to leave but saw Hanna and Jax when they all reached the picnic table so they watched the scene unfold before making anymore moves.

Hanna reached her car when he felt his hands grab her arms. He turned her around and pushed her into her car. "Why did you come back? Why are you here? You didn't come back to see if I changed. So what? Why are you back?" Right as he let go of her arms, she slapped his face.

Hanna was already livid, seething with anger. "I only came back to fuck you. Now that I got that out of my fucking system, I'll leave." Jax pushed her again.

"What, Jax? My answer isn't satisfying? Ok, let's try this one. You're the fire of my loins and I'm empty without you." Jax shook his head as he listened to the blonde. "Nope, that's not good enough either? Ok how about, I missed you so goddamn much that I didn't want to be there anymore. Once I graduated, I knew I had to come home. For you, Jax. The you that didn't act like such a dick. The you that hadn't fucked 1200 women." Hanna looked over at the picnic table to see the five Sons standing there, her eyes landed on Happy before she looked away from them.

She opened her car door but Jax grabbed her arm and pulled her into him. Kissing her, he didn't feel her hands anywhere on his body like he normally would, but he deepened the kiss and picked her up. Letting his hands rest on the small of her back, she wrapped her legs around his waist tighter than they already were. Hanna ran her hands through his hair and Jax led them to the back of her car. He set her on the trunk of the challenger and continued to kiss her.

Gemma walked outside of the office to see the couple kissing. Right as she looked toward the clubhouse, she saw Piney walk out the door with Opie. She sighed.

"What the fuck is he doing with my little girl?" Piney looked at the other guys.

Opie looked at his father and whispered, "Leave it alone, Dad. Let it happen."

Clay smirked and whispered, "Can't believe you didn't know about this, old man." Piney glared at Clay and folded his arms.

Jax pulled away from Hanna and smiled, she half-smiled back at him. She looked passed him and saw everyone standing beside the picnic table and cleared her throat. Jax turned around to see the same thing and sighed. "Enjoy the show?" The guys started cheering and making noises. Jax laughed as he helped Hanna off the car.

Tig approached them and patted Jax on the back. "It's about time you quit being such a dick to her."

Jax smiled and walked toward Opie and Piney. Jax reached his best friend and Piney spoke, "Who said it was ok for that to happen?"

Jax ran his hand over his face. "I'm sorry, Piney but I don't think we need permission to do what we've been doing."

Piney drew back his fist to punch Jax but Hanna caught his arm. "Stop it, Dad." Piney looked at his tiny daughter and tried to shake her hands but she didn't budge.

"How could you do this, Hanna?" The old man looked at his daughter, shaking his head.

Hanna looked at Jax after her eyes glanced over at the Tacoma Killer and spoke softly, "I didn't do anything wrong... You're only looking at him in a different way because now I'm involved. If it wasn't me sitting on the car, you would have been cheering him on with the rest of the guys." Her eyes stayed on the Killer for a moment longer before she looked at her dad again. "Let's go Jax."