Dr Shepherd

Please Go....

Amelia and I go home that night and Meredith invites some people over to the house but doesn't tell us. We are sitting upstairs in my room when Amelia starts kissing me. I kiss her back and feel her warm body pulling me closer to her and we start making out. She starts to unbutton mine and her shirts without breaking the kiss and I help her take them off.

We continue to kiss and Amelia pushes me over laying on top of me and starts kissing down my body making me moan loudly. We continue kissing and stuff until I roll away from her grabbing my robe and leaving the room going into the bathroom leaving her confused.

Amelias POV //

Y/n just left the room without saying a word.. did I do something to her? Was she not ok with that? Maybe I should check on her.. I get up and go to the bathroom and I hear the shower running but I can also hear her crying and knock on the door.

"Y/n?" I say "are you ok?" I got no answer so I walk into the bathroom and see her crying on the floor next to the shower. I guess she turned on the shower to cover up the crying

"Y/n..." i start "did I do something? I'm really sorry.."

"Please leave me alone Amelia..." she says which breaks my heart.

"Im not leaving you alone y/n... talk to me what's going on?" I say

"Nothing is going on.. I need you to leave me alone!" She snaps

Y/ns POV:

I freaked out... I didn't know what was happening and then I freaked out and left Amelia confused and alone.. do I tell her the truth?

"Y/n I'm not leaving you alone" Amelia says "not if you won't tell me what's wrong..."

"Fine... I- I freaked out... now you should leave me alone before I say something to hurt you... because I know I will!" I say

Amelia stares at me for a second before finally saying "you already hurt me..." and then she leaves the bathroom and I can tell how much all this hurt her.

Amelias POV //

I walk downstairs with tears in my eyes but I see a bunch of people and I try to just ignore them and get past to the kitchen without them noticing me.

"Hey Shepherd who the hell were you with upstairs!" Alex says to me. I just start crying and walk right past them ignoring his question. I walk to the kitchen and stand at the counter and just start crying a lot when Meredith walks into the room. I wipe my tears away and look up at her

"Amelia.." she starts "are you ok?"

I nod my head and don't look at her trying to hold back the tears threatening to escape my eyes.