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(instead of wearing her usual yellow, she's wearing rainbow-themed clothes, since y'know

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(instead of wearing her usual yellow, she's wearing rainbow-themed clothes, since y'know. She has rainbow hair)

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Tubbo:

-y'know, there's smt ur not tleeing us

-while that is ok if u want to keep things to urself it seems to be trorubling u

-and it truobles me when someone I know is torubled :D

Harmonia smiled at Tubbo's misspelling, but she didn't want to say a word. She lied down on her stomach on her cozy bed that's on the floor because Dream still took over her room. She ain't getting it back until he leaves.

Today was not of those days with sobs and cries and the sentiment of feeling alone and never having to feel a parent's warmth, no...Harmonia was still sad but in a sense that she can't move her ass from her bed.

Denial: check.

Anger: never heard of it

Bargaining: Nah

Depression: what is that

Lazing around in your bed and feeling unmotivated to do anything: yes.

(y'know when ur ass is so sad u don't wanna leave da bed)

She groaned and placed her phone on the bed, beside her.

It vibrated again.

Niki:

-Hey Harmonia! I know we don't know each other well, but you seem a bit down. Neither you nor Puffy is streaming and we haven't heard from you in a while.

-Please tell me ur ok! <3 

-If you need someone to talk to u can always talk to me!

Minx:

-Puffy jr. what's wrong

Ranboo:

-using my telepathic powers I can sense that u are not okay

Caitlyn:

-need a tampon?

Tommy:

-u are a woman and u are not feeling good

Catalina:

-who did it. u can trust me I def don't have a taser

Hebe:

-I can grant u immortality if u cheer up

Harmonia smiled at the many text messages by her friends/acquaintances. Some she didn't even talk to in that one stream! She was surprised to see Minx text her.

Even when you feel alone, like you lost something that you'll never get back, remember that there are people who are there for you, even though you might not know it. They are there. They will be there to console you, make you laugh, have fun, and get you out of tough times.

Isn't it working?

It is.

Look at you, you are suddenly getting out of the dark cave. It has been a month. You are recovering from that stab in the back death has cursed you with.

Harmonia smiled once more, as tears of joy fell down her cheeks. She now realized that she wasn't alone. As her fingers shook, she texted all of the people concerned for her a message explaining everything -except for Hebe and Jasmine-:

Harmonia/Mochi/Moni/whatever the fuck my name is anymore:

-Hey, just to let you know that to be honest, I'm not feeling good. I appreciate that you're worried, I really do, but telling you guys feels like I'm being a bother

-so much happened.

-I feel like I need to tell you everything just so you can understand what I'm going through

-but at the same time, I feel like it's useless, that I'm putting too much information

-well, here goes nothing.

- the real reason I'm with Puffy is that we're poor. My family is. My mom is going through financial difficulty so she sent me to her sister. I felt guilty for leaving. I wanted to help. But what can a 16-year-old do? Nothing. A 16-year-old did after all froze when she saw that her dad was being taken away by the police.

-I'd like to think that he didn't do it, but maybe he actually stole something. Was it valuable? Valuable enough to save us? I hope so.

-Then my mom got sick. I wasn't there for her, and despite Puffy sending money, she didn't make it.

-My mom died.

-Then, my dad did.

-Sent to death row because he was connected to a murder. I really hope he wasn't part of it, I can't imagine my dad, the sweetest man I've ever met would do this. 

-So they're both gone now. And I'm alone.

-I couldn't be with them when they were struggling, and I couldn't be there at their last moments. Just what kind of a child am I? But I didn't have a choice.

-So my mind is going crazy, and it's taking time to recover mentally. It can take a while, and I don't feel like spending time on the internet anymore.

-So much happened while I was gone, I feel so guilty for it.

-Well, there, you know. I don't know what else to say, other than, thanks.

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