Me ga sameta basho ni wa shiroi kabe hokenshitsu
Okujou ni itta kioku wa tochuu de omoidasenai
(I woke up in a place with white walls: The school infirmary
I went to the rooftop I can't remember what happened on the way)
Te o nobasu kimi ga iru todokanai
Dokomademo nobiteku kono ude demo mada
Ano ko o kosenakute
(I reach out my hand You're there, but I can't reach you
But, even with these arms that stretch out forever, I still
Can't surpass that girl)
Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai
Kimi ga tomete kureru kara
Ikutsu kizu o kasanete mo mada tarinai tarinai [tarinai]
(Oh, I wanna die, I wanna die, but I don’t wanna die
Because you'll stop me
No matter how many wounds I accumulate, it’s still not enough, not enough [not enough])
Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai
Nakasetakunai hito ga iru kara
Ikutsu kizu o kasanete mo mada tarinai tarinai [tarinai]
(Oh, I wanna die, I wanna die, but I don’t wanna die
Because there's a person whom I don't want to make cry
No matter how many wounds I accumulate, it’s still not enough, not enough [not enough])
Hitoriboochi kakusu kimi no kakera
Asobi ga sugita mitai kagami ni utsutta
akai hitomi de hohoemu sugata
(All alone, I hide the fragments of you
It seems the game has gone too far Reflected in the mirror
Is a face, smiling with red eyes)
Ne, ikitai ikitai honto no kimochi
Todokanai mama kietakunai
Zujou no benitengu wa oboeteru
Kimi ga doko ni
(Hey, I wanna live, I wanna live—that's how I truly feel
I don’t wanna disappear while my feelings still haven't reached you
The poisonous mushroom on my head remembers
Where you are)
Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai
Kimi ga tomete kureru hazu dakara
Nando kioku o keshite mo mada tarinai tarinai [tarinai]
(Oh, I wanna die, I want die, but I don’t wanna die
Because you're bound to stop me
No matter how many times I erase my memories, it’s still not enough, not enough [not enough])
Aa shinitai shinitai shinitai
Demo mou shinenai kimi ga koko ni ite kureru kara mou sabishikunai
(Oh, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die,
But I can’t die now Because you’re here with me, I'm not alone anymore)
Raaraara rarara rarara rarara
Kienai itami kieru kioku mata kurikaeshite fueru kizu
(La~la~la Lalala Lalala Lalala
This unceasing pain, my vanishing memories—the cycle repeats again and my wounds increase)
