Possessive Love {Editing}

Chapter 31

Aliyah's POV

❝I was fucking Taylor.❞ Those words kept repeating over in my head like song lyrics. I don't know how long I stood there trying to comprehend his words. 

❝I was fucking Taylor.❞

I shook away my thoughts as I got myself together. I washed my face and apply a little makeup then grabbed my Yves Saint Laurent purse. I don't know I thought for a second that August actually cared for anyone but himself.  Why would I think e actually stop messing around with others girls, especially Taylor. Hell, he probably was fucking with her the whole time he was with me.

How could I be so dumb to force myself upon him after everything that happened between us. I thought he really does love me because why else would he come to California? He really drove all this way to mess with me? I think so because he's August and he loves fucking me over. What happened last night is something I can't and won't forget because even though I blamed him I know that I wanted and enjoyed it as much as he did, but I don't want to admit that part of me still wants him back.

Thinking of August and Taylor together makes me want to throw up and not just because of my hangover. I know its unfair of me to be mad over the fact that he's with someone else maybe if it was someone else I wouldn't mind too much, but its Taylor and I really despise her.

❝Aliyah!❞ Demi called. I was so distracted my thoughts I didn't realize I arrived in the lobby.

❝Good Morning❞ She says handing my a cup of coffee.

❝Thank you and I'm really sorry for what happened last night.❞ I mumbled

❝Its fine really, but he seems a bit troubled.❞ She says and I almost laugh.

❝Troubled.. yeah that's what he is.❞ I said quietly

❝Jerome is running late, but he'll be down soon❞ She says taking a sip of her coffee

❝His he still her?❞ She asks.

❝I'm not sure, but I think he left.❞ I shrugged

❝Were you able you control Jerome?❞ I asked trying to change the subject

❝He was a pain and he kept saying he was going to kill August if he hurts you, but I was able to calm him down.❞ She says and I nodded

❝We were just worried about you?❞ She says quietly after

❝Worried why?❞ I ask confused

❝Does he hurt you?❞ She ask her voice cautious.

❝If he didn't, I doubt I would be here right now.❞ I answer her.

❝Physically liyah❞ She says quietly

❝No. Of course not. He would never do that❞ I said shaking my head.