-- Chasing Fate --

-XXVI- (I'm happy)

JENNIE

Nini: "okay so that's the plan?"

Ruby Jane: "yup and I know you can do this okay?"

Nini: "of course mom. So you and Batman will be okay again"

I nod and crumpled her hair. I took a deep breathe as I pressed the doorbell of her unit. Me and Nini decided to make up with Lili cause I know how hurt she was. I pressed again the doorbell and heard Lili shouted from the inside.

Lili: "can you wait? gosh you're so annoying!"

I hide on the side so she can only see Nini on her peep hole cause I have a feeling that she will just ignore us when she see me.

Lili: "hey Nini! wh-what are you doing here? wh-where's your mom?"

Nini started to cry and I was suprised on how good she was on acting.

Lili:"hey! hey! what's wrong? don't cry please"

Eventhough it was an act, I saw how Lili was so concern on my daughter and it gives me so much joy inside my heart by the scene. Lili kneeling down just to hug Nini.

Nini: "nothing happened. I-- I just want you to know that mom's really hurt when she said those words to you. She's so regretful I can see through her eyes"

wait! this is not the act we planned but why is she telling this to Lili? I know she hates lying but I got so shy showing myself to her when she knew the truth.

Lili: "wh-what? h-how? I'm not mad to your mom if you just went here for that. do you want to come in--"

Nini: "then why do you smell alcohol? You always smells like cool breeze. Why are you drinking? I know people only drink when they are upset"

Lili: "okay genius! fine. I'm hurt"

Nini: "people hurt because they like the people they had argue with"

Lili: "can we just get inside so I can--"

Nini: "just answer please. Do you like mom? cause I kno she--"

Ruby jane: "hey!"

i interrupted them by showing myself to them which made Lili stood up from kneeling down.

Lili: "ahmm Nini just came here and I don't know --"

Ruby Jane: "I know. I'm with her"

Lili: "you are?"

I nod and got suprised when Nini entered her room like it's her own.

Lili: "well I guess you should come in too"

I smile weakly at her and nod.

Ruby Jane: "Panpriya please hear me--"

Lili: "first name basis this time?"

She didn't let me finish while she was closing the door at my back. I hold her arm so she stops her from walking away again when Nini appeared in front of us.

Nini: "I will lock myself inside Batman's room so you better fix this two okay? mom? Batman? can you?"

We both nod as I side look at her that made my heart beat fast again from her cuteness and only Nini can command her like that.After a second, we both heard the door closed.

Ruby Jane: "Poopoo? I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to say that-- I'm just upset that time because--"

I bite my tongue from the moment that I realized that I almost spilled the real deal with me the moment we argue. I saw Lili walking to towards her living room when she knew I can't continue what I'm trying to say.

Lili: "just tell Nini we're okay now so she won't get stress about this"

Ruby Jane: "it's not that easy Poopoo. She knew when I'm lying"

Lili: "it's not my problem anymore"

Ruby Jane; "then tell me what do you want me to do to make up to you?"

I saw her frozen and make her eyes look at me then looked away agian when she met my eyes. She pour her glass with the whisky she's been drinking maybe the whole day. I quickly steal the glass on the table and the bottle of whisky from her.

Lili: "stop fooling around Rj I'm not in the mood"

Ruby Jane: "stop drinking Lili, you're already drink half of this"

Lili: "You're not my mom and I'm not Nini's father I get it!"

I hide the whisky at the back of the side table far away from her while she is leaning her back on the couch looking up the ceiling. I sit beside her and she got flinched when I massaged her temple.

Ruby Jane: "stop drinking you moron! you are so slim to drink that much Nini and I don't want you to die early"

Lili: "being that cheesy won't erase what you've said earlier"

Ruby Jane: "then tell me what do you want me to do?"

She looked me in the eye causing my hand to untouch her temple. Her face slowly getting closer to mine with a teasing smirk that made me move backward having the same speed as her.

Lili: "are you sure you can give me what I want Ruby Jane Lee?"

The way she speaks so sexily using her deep husky voice, and the way she looks at my lips and eyes with her brown sexy doe eyes makes me really wet down there.

Ruby Jane: "wh-what a-are you doing Lili?"

Lili: "what if I like you to"

She stops and I was cornered when I reach the end of the couch. I closed my eyes and just let my daughter's batman do what she wanted to do and maybe I will thank the heavens if what I'm thinking will might gonna happen tonight.

My heart is really beating so fast and I am expecting that anytime soon, her lips will capture mine when..

*click*

Lili: "hahahahahahahahaha. Have you seen your face?"

This moron captured me with her camera! and the way my face were all red and my eyes closed as my lips was too obvious waiting for her lips, made me feel I humiliated myself in front of her. Her laugh is like a blade that slashing my heart from time to time.

I guess I was right when I thought about she was just playing me all along. I can't help but to let my tears do it's thing and all I have to do is to wipe it out.

Ruby Jane: "I hope that would make you feel so happy now"

I stood up and walk towards her bedroom to get Nini.

Ruby Jane; "nini let's go! we're going home!"

Lili: "hey! it's just a joke"

Her hands grip my arm that made myself turn to face her with my eyes are like waterfalls from her joke.

Ruby Jane: "if humiliating others like that is a joke to you, well Pranpriya, it's not funny. Nini! come out now!"

Lili: "don't shout at the kid! Nini stay there, batman will fix this okay?"

Ruby Jane:"Nini!"

Lili: "Rj I swear I will kiss you if you didn't stop shouting at her"

Ruby Jane: "Nini! I will count to--"

F*ck I can't move.

My eyes grew wide as I felt her smooth and soft lips into mine. Her grip on my arm, is now on my back real quick. She starts to move her lips as I felt my lips has its own life as it move in sync with her. I can taste the whisky and mint in her mouth as I felt my hands cling around her neck and caressed her hair in the middle of our hot make out. She guides me on the couch and slowly lying me down. She pull away and I can see how her eyes sparkles as she smile while pulling away the hair covering my face.

Lili: "you're so gorgeous"

Ruby Jane: "am I? I think I'm not the moment you laughed 5 minutes ago"

Lili: "I'm sorry if that's what you feel. But I don't know how to act when I found your picture so cute and I swear I want to bite those lips. I'm really sorry RJ"

I caress her cheeks with my thumb and I know she likes it when I do that as she close her eyes to feel every inch of it.

Ruby Jane: "I'm sorry if i hurt you with my words it's just that--"

Lili: "You always stops with that. Just tell me so I will not do it again"

With her on top of me makes me feel like I'm on top of the world and it's so addicting staring at her eyes and whole features as she speaks.

Ruby Jane: "I don't know how to explain Lili"

She pecked my lips as she smile again to me.

Lili: "I will try my best to understand"

Ruby Jane: "I know it's crazy but the way you and Irene smile with each other when you're talking makes me mad and--"

Lili: " you're jealous?"

Ruby Jane: "No-- I mean-- is that what it is?"

Lili bite the lower of her lips and try to pull me up to sit. Her left arm is on my backwhile she was side sitting beside me.

Lili: "mhm. maybe but I don't want to make my hopes high RJ. You don't need to pressure yourself. I just want you to know that I'm so happy when we're like this"

She lean back and put her head on my shoulder while playing my fingers with hers.

Ruby Jane: "I don't know what to say but I'm so happy when I'm with you".