Vigilante | H.S.

34 | Suffocating

April 6

"I'm going to have to punish you" His eyes seemed to darken, a look of pure hatred and anger that I had never seen him have before.

I already felt like I was going to throw up from how scared I was, taking a few steps back and feeling the tears in my eyes.

I shook my head, feeling a single tear falling down my cheek "Please don't hurt me"

He laughed, he actually laughed out loud, throwing his head back like I had just said the dumbest thing ever.

I was stupid though, I knew what I had done was terrible, I had kissed Harry when I was drunk and then shared a bed with him.

I deserved this.

His jaw tensed and he clenched his teeth "Stop making me out to be the bad guy here"

I was the one who was ruining our relationship, I was a whore that got involved with someone else. This was my fault, he was right to be mad at me.

The tears started streaming down my cheeks as I started to mentally prepare myself for whatever he was going to do to me. I'd never seen him look so mad before, I was probably going to need to go to the hospital again.

"Here we go again with the fucking tears" He snapped, clenching his fists at his side and taking a small step forward. "You're fucking pathetic"

My heart was beating a million miles an hour and I could feel my pulse in my throat alongside a burning pain. The fear was coursing through me and I could feel it all throughout my body, but I stayed calm besides the silent tears, I was used to this.

"Please don't do this James" I whispered cautiously even though I knew it was useless.

His eyebrows narrowed and he took another step closer, towering over me and I could feel the anger radiating off of him. He was so close that we were almost touching, but I had my hands out in front of me to stop him from getting any closer.

His hands gripped my bare shoulders and before I could even realise what was happening he shoved me back with so much force that I slammed my back against the wall and fell to the ground, instantly feeling a burning feeling all over my body where the exposed bricks had scratched me up.

My head was pounding and I hardly noticed him climb on top of me, with his knees on either side of my hips. His hands wrapped around my neck, applying a slight pressure that was enough to make me feel light headed.

"Look what you've done" He stares down at me with his eyes so dark I swore they eye black, he looked at me with so much disgust. "I'm doing this because I love you"

He doesnt love me, this isn't what love feels like.

All I've ever wanted was to be enough for him.

"Fuck you" I choked out, digging my nails into his wrist around my neck.

As soon as he heard what I said, he tightened his grip so hard it was like he actually wanted to kill me. My legs were thrashing around underneath him, trying in anyway to get him off of me.

I needed someone, I just wanted Harry.

Without even realising what I was doing, I released my hands from his wrist and clenched them by my side. And then I brought my fist up to collide with his jaw, using as much force as I could and knocking him completely off me.

I had just punched him in the face.

I was going to die for that.

I scurried up off the floor, not even looking at what he was doing before I was running away.