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21.- Insomnia

Alex will wake up a little agitated after a deep sleep, becoming restless about what his thoughts want to deny.

Alex & Alexa Department

15 August 2008, London

Alex

The night did not take long to demonstrate my little desire to fall asleep. The light entered through the open curtains making it reach the bed of our room, apparently, the gigantic full moon managed to wake me up from the intense sleep which was struggling to reach my subconscious.

Knowing that Alexa had been asleep for more than an hour, perhaps having pleasant dreams, my mind was flooded with modesty for wishing at all costs some satisfaction and with each minute awake the libido increased. There was no need to wake her up.
I decided to watch news on the Internet from the mobile in order to find distraction and give way in that same way to sleep, more as time went by the eyes got tired, understanding how the sexual desire continued to spread. Soon, I opened my laptop and pressed the power button in order to find a new hobby, so Skype started without realizing it. I browsed looking for some movie to watch, and before I wanted to close the app, the message window opened at the bottom of the screen.

Matt was connected and writing to me. I mentioned to him about my inevitable unveiling and he just tried to convince me to wake alexa up, but it really wasn't a good idea, since the fatigue from all the work on the channel had her very surrendered and would only be harassment.

"You should drink something to relax," he said.

"I don't feel like it.

"And... Smoking something or "playing for a while"?, you know what I mean, since you don't want to wake up sleeping beauty for anything in the world," he wrote.

"Nope. It's not that I don't want to wake her up, I feel like it's something... different.—I replied in confusion

"Different, how?"

"I don't know. Do you think it's good to do it, you know," I embarrassedly asked about masturbation.

"That's what I can think of, how long have you not done it?"

"Well...

"Take it hard and alone... move," he wrote.

"Aghh! —I wrote and blushed watching Alexa in a way of avoidance.

"Excuse me, you understand me, don't you?" He replied.

"Yes, fuck.

"Sometimes we need other girls, those from magazines or the internet, are we boys, aren't we?"

"Well, I don't know if I should, I don't know if I want to look at another girl doing...

Seriously I felt very obfuscated.

"He neglects, although it doesn't surprise me," he dictated, leaving me with a question.

"What do you mean by that?" I replied at once.

"It's nothing, really.

"Matt, talk!

"Well, I don't know. You would tell me, for example, who do you think of?

"What?"

"Oh, just ignore me, it's a joke.

I didn't understand Matt's point or his attitude, until suddenly I began to remember.
Curse. The night of my birthday... He...? Impossible, it's been so long, I shouldn't even remember it!"