☆ ~ 𝓦𝓇𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝒮𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒪𝒻 ℒ𝒾𝒻𝑒 - Milex Fanfic ~ ☆ [+18]

45.- All My Own Lies

He feeling between a rock and a hard place. the decision of another person will have to be consented to

March 22, 2011, London, Alex's Department

Alex

It wasn't even eight o'clock at night when she walked into my room to demand an answer to everything that was going through her mind. She sailed hard enough to find enough and make his spirits plummet as she gave an account of the truth. She was not about to continue the link that connected our supposed deep and resistant feelings, leaving the road illuminated to reality, the truth that we both knew for a long time.

She spoke as if it were logical for me, so much so that the obligation to assume it had to be normalized in its entirety. She replied how tired she was, that enough was enough. My vibrant tone i was expressed it sincerely. I told him I was making a terrible mistake. My hands went to my face to rub completely, leaving traces of perspiration. I spoke loud out to she put it aside, that it wasn't fit that kind of conversation because my mind was about to explode along with my stomach.

She did not give up. He affirmed confidently as I shouted in between. She raised her voice totally convinced of herself. This was no longer healthy talk, it is not appropriate to continue that way.She was pacing back and forth.My tone dropped mentioning she name, I needed to figure out how to excuse myself, even when time wasn't going in my favor and the word was hardened for me.

She examined my countenance.

"I know you were with more women, you've been cheating on me, in this damn bed!, i know it!

Fuck, dam it!

She stared at me.

My face was hiding all that accumulated impression. The conversation was not profitable, even, it was not a conversation, because as much as we wanted to appease him, after all, the decibels we had raised in our tones were powerful. I only had in mind that now Alexa is aware of the truth, and no way could she get out of her head that I had shared the room of the us with other women.

Johanna had suffered from this, but now it was not necessary to invent some unknown girl, because she was never there. On the other hand, the person who lives hidden in my inner thoughts, and who is not exactly a girl, turned out to be, after all, an even more unthinkable deception in the eyes of a woman, or so I managed to perceive within me.Probably, the fact that i could not make the marriage proposal caused her more pain than she thought. Or maybe not, maybe she just needed to be alone for a while. I was confused and anxious.

"You don't even know what you want in your life, and that's why this doesn't go any further," she exclaimed sadly, trying to make me understand that same night it was all over for both of us.

I did not achieve prudence in front of his figure.

She was breaking up with me, and it wasn't really the way to end that discussion, because my intention was to settle the matter peacefully, however, on her part, there was no possibility of exercising another option, since there was no other option available among her plans.

"Why do you want to continue maintaining this relationship if you know that you do not even have a clear objective?"

She uttered all the words with tears in her eyes, while my saliva went down my throat. Jesus. I knew perfectly well what I became the I became because of what I was causing him. My response was submissive, and I tried to repair the irreparable again and again out of fear. I spoke trying to stop her decision, but Alexa wanted to go further with everything. My words only turned out to be insulting. She examined me from head to toe, somewhat puzzled, and said so, she said something that made me doubt.