☆ ~ 𝓦𝓇𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝒮𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒪𝒻 ℒ𝒾𝒻𝑒 - Milex Fanfic ~ ☆ [+18]

34.- A Good Parther

Alex and Miles gather at Miles' house for a different cause this time, at his home, Miles realizes he has an inspiring muse by his side.

November 04th, 2009

Miles

After that intense day in the studio with Alex I was too lost in my thoughts, it was so much so that I neglected in a great way several chores, including Agy's company, and really, while she was traveling and I was not aware of her returns, there were no outings to parks or cinemas, much less intimacy, then, it was not surprising that our union would take a leave of absence early. That's how I saw myself, on the side of my bedroom window with a clumsy and almost regretful grimace returning to it to consult again about that decision. I asked if she was sure, and she thought it was the best, that honestly the time was insufficient. I was sincere showing compassion."It was nice, Miles," he replied almost above. The cut was final. I could not say that in that brief period I had managed to conquer deeply from it, but I was about to have a much more important feeling born, believing to the letter that emotions take over quite quickly and I am not always ready to face unfavorable results.

"Excuse me, this... I don't quite know what to say," I dictated with an almost agonizing tone, "I don't know what else I can do to make you stay," I pronounced, and I knew it wasn't even a sob, but it was a difficult act to assume.It wasn't necessary to insist, but he did, anyway. There was no fighting to do. The best thing was the quick farewell. She made me understand that the fact had to be assumed and I did it silently too.

"You were a good companion," he confessed in a wobbly voice, swallowing saliva at once.I was able to give some similar replicas and approach to hug her. Between one or another cliché phrase and others somewhat afflicted we said goodbye. The moment to squeal like a child was not given to me in this strange case, and it was very rare, as it was my first significant relationship. But there is something that came to mind, and I did not know if it was time for it to happen, but my thought, after all the previous dictates, was to question his fidelity to me. Of course I was curiosity so alone, because I did not have the right to reproach if it had been so, since what I did with Alex was without thinking about anything, knowing well that this time it was related. We had both committed a much more serious action than we thought. And perhaps, I didn't have to keep asking myself. It is the way out of a predicament. Think about the level of the other person's error to gain power in the face of that, all with the reason of not focusing on oneself. That's the secret.

Alex

As lunch ended, the birdsong softened my relaxed afternoon. I was healthy for exactly two months without excesses. He drank alcohol in solitude, but always just enough and necessary, exemplary cases such as an important dinner, or a bottle of beer after football matches or a tiny card game. That Miles was back gave me enormous satisfaction by putting together the desire to make a change in my lifestyle. Things between him and me had improved a lot after our reconciliation. We had better communication, and our degree of promiscuity was high enough, everything is a secret, but after that day we understood that we would know how to carry it because we had been shameless and shameless.Regardless of the sexual, Miles and I are very close in mind, we had a brotherhood, complicity and a completely beautiful bond that no one dared to deny. Sex hadn't always happened between us. Our lives were to be continually separated. And although it was already known, I believed that Miles was the boy who made me see things differently, like no other person had managed to do. A game that we had to play always without having how to avoid it, since, we love each other much more than we could discover. Miles was going to be the one who always said it, I was the rather reserved guy.