Wolfstar oneshots// Vol 2

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@Jultjex here's your request!! Sirius and Remus having nightmares and comfort fluff! James being a mom! Mostly in Remus' POV! Yeah, enjoy!! Yes

Remus lay wide awake contemplating getting up and going to Sirius' bed. He could hear him toss and turn and he knew any minute now he would be awake. He wanted to go over and comfort him, but Sirius and him didn't have that kind of friendship, that was more james and Sirius. He wanted to but if he was the one it would be weird and awkward even. Despite any feelings he may have for the man, he just couldn't.

He calmed down when he heard James wake up and walk over to where Sirius was sleeping. He turned, and because the full moon had just passed 2 days before, he could see perfectly.

"Padfoot," James said and put his hand on his shoulder gently, "wake up."

It was only a few seconds later when Sirius sat up breathing heavily, Remus could see that his eyes were glassy and his hands were shaking.

"Padfoot," James' voice was gentle, "you're okay. It was just a dream. C'mon, breath with me."

He said all this while looking Sirius directly in the eyes and Remus watched how quickly Sirius trusted him. They breathed together for a few moments until Sirius' hands were no longer shaking.

"You're okay." James said and Sirius hugged him.

Remus could see James rub his back gently as Sirius held on to him tightly. He tried to keep the stab of jealousy away, but they were so close. Would Sirius ever trust him like that? Would there ever be a day when he would be the one to hold him close?

James then got into bed and pulled Sirius close.

Remus looked away.

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Remus really didn't know what to make of his feelings towards Sirius. What was he supposed to do with them? Flirt with him? How? He knew that he wouldn't get flogged or anything because at least at hogwarts, no one cared if you were queer or not but still.

He glanced over at Sirius, who was wearing that leather jacket again, who's hair was down and framing his face and his heart nearly stopped. How did he look like that? So absolutely gorgeous. He admired the lean cut of his jaw and his high cheekbones. Sirius was beautiful of course.

He looked back at his book. Did Sirius ever look at him and think the same? Probably not. He should do something about the way he felt though. He could ... well. He didn't know. It's not often he had crushes or anything.

He looked up to see James walk in with a big dopey smile on his face and he raised an eyebrow. James was definitely seeing someone these days. It wasn't Lily, because she would've told him.

"What's got you so happy?" He asked and purposefully kept his eyes from moving to Sirius again.

James shook his head, "that's for me to know and you to never find out moony."

Sirius grinned, "moony, it seems our prongs has got himself a bird, or is it a lad?"

Remus' heart sped up because Sirius was talking to him. Merlin. This was ridiculous. He wanted to drown himself in Sirius' voice.

"I'd say a lad Padfoot, there's only one girl he's ever been interested in."

Sirius and him shared a mischievous smile and turned back to James.

"I know who it is." Peter said from his spot at his desk.

James turned a vibrant shade of red, "and you're not telling them. Right wormy?"

"No," Peter said and smiled, "it's nice to have something over them for once."

Sirius' eyebrows shot up, "you told peter but you didn't tell me?? Your best friend??"