Wolfstar oneshots// Vol 2

If only

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Remus smiled to himself as he watched Sirius loudly tell a story to their friends. He was so animated in the way he spoke, wild gestures and wide smiles. He thought about how he had watched a play over the summer and how much it felt like that listening to Sirius tell a story. He admired the way his hair fell into his face and how much his eyes seemed to shine.

He wanted to be able to tell Sirius all this, tell him how much he admired him. How much he felt for him. But as the hand in his gave him a light squeeze, he was reminded that he couldn't. That it wasn't accepted to feel all that for a man. He looked at his girlfriend and felt the smile slip from his face.

Now he wasn't stupid. She was a beautiful girl. She had dark hair and eyes so green that you could see the forest in them. She was intelligent too, the only person who'd ever come close to beating Lily in potions. He was lucky that she liked him. He only wished that he was with her for the right reasons.

It's not like he wasn't attracted to her at all, he was. He just did not have any feelings for her, as much as he tried he couldn't get rid of his feelings for Sirius.

He squeezed her hand and turned back to Sirius, who had now stepped on to the common room table for the drama.

"And So, James and I are running all over the bloody place, trying to escape the muggle police officer, when I just think 'fuck it' and shot a stinging hex at him." Sirius said, reenacting as he did.

Remus smiled once more, unaware of his girlfriends questioning gaze on him.

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"Moony." Sirius said and poked Remus' shoulder with his finger. "Moony. Moony. moony."

Remus made no sound that he had heard him, so engrossed in his book that the outer world did not exist to him. It was only him, and the characters he had come to think of as his closest friends.

"Moony." Poke. "Moony. Moony. Moonbeam. Moonshine. Moon cake. Moon pie."

Remus closed his book and glared at Sirius, "what. What, what. What?"

Sirius grinned, "let's go do something."

Remus looked up from Sirius' lips, "like what?"

"Anything."

Remus put his book down and grabbed the map from his bag. He nearly forgot to breath as Sirius rested his chin over his shoulder as they looked over the map together. He could feel Sirius' breath on his neck and could feel the warmth on his body. He ignored the slight shaking of his fingers.

"Well Filch is on the other side of the castle and the cat is with him. Want to go to the black lake?"

"I'd go anywhere with you moony."

Remus ignored the heat on his face and stood up, "cmon then."

They were nearly out of the castle when Sirius looked back at him and grinned. The one that meant trouble. 

"Catch me if you can."

Then he took off running.

"Sirius!" Remus yelled and chased after him. They sped through the castle, leaving it through one of the abandoned doors that only the marauders knew about.

The crisp smell of fresh air slapped him as they left the castle. He didn't know whether he wanted to slap Sirius or kiss him. He could feel the burn in his legs and the smile on his face.

He caught Sirius round the waist and carried him off the ground laughing as he did so.

"Okay okay let me down!!"