Wolfstar oneshots// Vol 2

If only this was real

Hi everyone!! Not sure what this is honestly, not much angst? Some fluff? I don't know. Enjoy!!

Remus' eyes widened as sirius leaned forward and placed a kiss on his lips. He could feel the way his elegant fingers settled on the back of his head and pulled him closer, he could feel the faint burn of alcohol on his lips. He closed his eyes and put his hands on his waist; he knew Sirius was drunk, but so was he, and there was no way he wasn't going to let himself enjoy this.

Sirius pulled away and started trailing kisses down his neck. Remus could hear the party raging on downstairs, could feel how light and free he felt, he didn't let himself think about how good this would be if they were both sober. All he focused was Sirius and his intoxicating mouth.

He placed his hands on Sirius' thighs and carried him to the bed. It didn't matter to him who's bed it was, all he could think about was how much closer he needed to be. How much he needed this. How gorgeous Sirius looked.

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Remus woke up to a pounding headache and an empty bed. He let himself keep his eyes closed for a few moments as he tried to remember what had happened last night. He opened his eyes and glanced at his side table, noticing a hungover potion. He glanced around the room to see James' bed empty, but Sirius and Peter in theirs. Ah, James was playing mother again.

He took a drink of his potion and immediately he felt better. He could also now remember what had gone on between him and Sirius last night. Had this been one of the earlier days he would've blushed like a virgin but they'd been doing this for nearly two years. Getting hopelessly drunk and hooking up with Sirius was basically routine.

He glanced at Sirius' bed and for a moment, he let himself imagine what it would be like if things were different. They wouldn't have to only do this whole piss drunk, first of all. He'd wake up to Sirius' arms around him and he'd stay there. Letting himself be with Sirius. Remus shook his head and got himself out of bed, there was no point dreaming.

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Sirius woke up to a raging headache and no memories of the night before. He glanced at his side table and noticed the hungover potion and smiled. James always knew. He sat up and flinched. okay, now he didn't need the potion to know what happened. He took his potion anyways and felt better. He glanced at Remus' empty bed and then back at his own.

He wished he didn't need to get drunk to be with Remus in any sense of the word. He wondered if there'd ever be a time when he could do it sober. Unless he found some other way to silence his thoughts, it wasn't bloody likely.

He stood up and walked to the bathroom. Damn. He didn't know what kind of mood moony was in last night but there was no way he was going to be able to hide all the love bites. He traced his finger over one and bit his cheek to keep from smiling.

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Remus glanced up from his breakfast when Sirius sat down across from him. He continued eating then he looked up and realized that Sirius had love bites all over his neck. Remus looked down and drank a bit of his coffee, what mood had he been in last night?

"Woah pads, who gave you the love bites?" James asked, as he passed the butter to peter.

Sirius shrugged nonchalantly, "moony."

Remus choked on his pumpkin juice. Peter had to slap him on the back ad he tried to recover.

"What?" He asked, eyebrows raised at Sirius.

Sirius winked at him then went back to eating his breakfast.

James glanced between the two of them, Sirius had to be playing some kind of prank on him. Right?

Hours later and Remus finally got Sirius alone, they'd been walking back from transfiguration together and he'd grabbed him by the wrist and pulled him to an alcove behind a massive tapestry.

"What was that at breakfast?"

Sirius shrugged and pushed back hair from his eyes, "I just got tired of hiding."

Sirius knew that Remus had no issues with people knowing his sexuality. He'd never hidden it. Remus knew that Sirius did have problems with people knowing his sexuality. He assumed that's why they only ever did anything while piss drunk. Remus tried not to hope, did this mean .... no he wouldn't assume.

Remus let his hand trail down to Sirius' fingers and let it linger there, not imposing. Sirius could push his hand away if he wanted.

Sirius glanced down at their hands and intertwined them.

This was new to them. It was sweet, a little tender and hesitant. And they were sober, which was maybe the most jarring thing about this. Sirius could hear his parents in his head, telling him that this was wrong and he was sick for it. He looked at Remus, his shy smile and his whiskey coloured eyes. How could this be wrong?

"I'm never able to do things like this with you, when I know what I'm doing. It scares me, how much I feel for you." Sirius said as he let his thumb gently caress the back of Remus' hand, "but ... I'm tired of running away from myself and you."

Remus grinned. He lifted up their hands to his lips and placed a kiss on the back of Sirius' hands, "we can take this slow."

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Remus closed his eyes as Sirius kissed him. He could feel his elegant fingers on the back of his head and could taste the butterbeer on his tongue. He placed his hands on his waist and pulled him closer. He could hear the chatter of people as they walked up and down the streets of hogsmeade, could feel the cold as snow fell on his cheeks.

He could feel the warm buzzed feeling that Sirius gave him anytime they were together. He smiled into the kiss and could feel Sirius smile in return. Then he pulled away and brushed the hair from Sirius' face.

"You know, you kiss better sober." Sirius said and Remus grinned at him.

He looked at the snow that had started to fall on the ground and looked back at Sirius' admiring the flush on his cheeks and the snow in his hair.

"We should get back," he said, "we'll catch a cold standing out here."

Sirius kissed him on the cheek, "Are you saying I'm not worth risking a cold?"

Remus rolled his eyes, "That's exactly what I'm saying."

Sirius gasped dramatically and pulled out of Remus' arms, "You just broke my heart Moony, and here I thought you liked me."

Remus laughed, "Merlin, you're such a little shit."

He stepped forward and cupped his face, pulling him into a kiss. "You're unbelievable, love. C'mon, I'll buy you hot chocolate."

Sirius grinned, "a man after my own heart."

He held onto Remus' hand as they walked the streets of hogsmeade, ignoring the people around them. Remus grinned when Sirius started rubbing his thumb on the back of his hand, the warm feeling filled him up once more.

James glanced out of madam rosemarta's to see his best friends holding onto each other as they laughed and he grinned.

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I have absolutely no idea what this was, I feel like there could've been more but I have no idea what to add.

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