Bestfriends Brother | Rafe Cameron X Reader

One week

It's been a week since the kegger , one week since I've left the house , one week since I've seen or even talked to Rafe . I got in the shower seeing how my cuts have faded , for some reason I was disappointed that they were fading . Shouldn't I be happy I haven't even had the energy to take a little bit of pain away with the metal blade ? " y/n where the hell have you been and why haven't you been over ? "  "Sarah ? , what are you doing here ? " I asked "checking up on you because you kinda haven't left your house in a week " I sat down on my bed " I've just been really tired " she came and sat next to me " well I also came to ask a favour " I sighed " okay ?" I questioned " come see Rafe , he's been worried about you and said he was too scared to text you himself " I got up "what ? , no I don't think that's a good idea " "please y/n" she dragged my name out "fine, but you owe me "

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I knocked on the door to his room , never feeling this nervous before "come in" I opened the door slowly "y/n ? " he sat up on his bed " I know you said for me not to talk to you after what I said to you at the kegger" I was cut off "y/n it's fine , we were both really drunk and I didn't know what I was thinking when I said that " I sighed " who was that girl that answered the phone when I called ?" He furrowed his brows " when did you call " I sat across from him on the bed " if you don't remember don't worry about it " he reached out and grabbed my hand " I'm sorry " he lifted my chin to look at him " well I don't want to keep Sarah waiting too long for me , so I better go"  I lied .

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Another day has passed , another day wasted. I couldn't even leave the house for 20 minutes without feeling the need to go back home. Another day has passed of me skipping meals , going to sleep hours after midnight . Going on social media only to see people having better lives than me and my day will be the exact same tomorrow. I wondered did he regret it ? Did he feel guilty at all ? " y/n , you have a visitor " I jumped out of my bed " coming dad " i turned the corner and saw him " Rafe ?, what are you doing here ? "

He followed me to my room "sorry about the mess , I haven't really had the motivation to clean my room " I smiled slightly " what's really going on ? You haven't been yourself since the kegger y/n " I've never seen Rafe been so worried " I don't know what your talking about Rafe " tears forming in my eyes as I looked away from him " please just tell me , did something happen at the party ? " he placed a hand on my shoulder and I nodded " jayden took me back to his car because I was looking pale , I told him only til I start feeling better . Then he did things to me without my consent, I even remember shouting no and he just wouldn't listen " tears now streaming down my face , I was shaking " jayden ? Who's jayden ? Was it that guy you were dancing with ?! "
I nodded again " jayden raped you ? , is that what your telling me because if it is I'll kill him " Rafes jaw was now clenching , it was honestly scaring me a bit " Rafe please don't do anything or tell anyone , I haven't even told Barry " I pleaded with him " I can't just sit back  and watch you fall apart " he grabbed my cheek and wiped the tears falling down " please Rafe "

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It was about 8pm and I felt my phone buzzing "Sarah" I whispered to myself , why would she be calling me she's at a party. I decided to pick up since it probably would be important.

*call*

Sarah : y/n
Y/n : hey Sarah
Sarah : could I stay the night ?
Y/ n : yeah sure but why ?
Sarah : I'll tell you when I get there
*call ends *

She bursted through my front door moment after the call needed " what's wrong ? " her eyes glassy " I thought I was ready " I furrowed my brows " ready for what Sarah ?"

"Like ready to do it with topper " I got her a glass of water and passed it to her " we were about to but then I felt buzzed and he got mad " anger grew in me " Sarah I'm so sorry , but did he stop when you told him ? "

"Yeah of course he did,  he just got a little mad that's all " I sighed in relief " I'll get you a change of clothes to sleep in and then we can talk about it if you want "

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"Good morning sleepyhead " I rolled over and grabbed my phone " it's 1pm already , Sarah why didn't you wake me up "

"I need to talk to you y/n " her voice quavering " what's up ? " I turned to look at her " your sleeve"  my eyes trailed down to where she was looking " y/n you don't have to try make something up , it's quite obvious what it is " there were tears falling on to my cheeks "just tell me why in the world you would do this to yourself y/n " she passed me a box of tissues , I couldn't say anything . I just broke down crying , after a while we started to get ready for the day , I threw on some denim shorts, Nike hoodie and my converse .

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Kie invited me over to John B's for the day to 'hang out and have girl talk' which confused me a little because me and her have never really hung out without the boys " someone in particular wasn't too happy he couldn't hang out with us " she smirked " huh , who ?" I looked out the window to see JJ staring at us smiling and waving " JJ ? , why would he be upset " kiara laughed a bit " I think he has a crush on you " .

I've never got butterflies in my stomach over JJ before , he's like a brother to me but the feeling I just got felt like it could change. "Is this the 'girl talk ' ? "

"Yep" she said and popped the 'P' "well since the girl talks over , let's see if JJ wants to watch this movie with us "

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I sat on the couch patiently waiting for Kie and JJ to join me "hey want something to eat or drink ? "
Before I can even say no kiara shrugged and walks into the kitchen "I'll get you something"

Not long after JJ joined me on the couch
" what movie did you pick? " I grabbed the remote and pressed play. " a movie you'll for sure enjoy" I tried my hardest to keep a straight face , luckily for me he turned to face the TV.

Every time I'm at John B's me and JJ always seem to watch and a movie , and after coming over a few times , I've come to realise he's a DC fan. So when the marvel intro began to play I started to laugh a bit. " what the hell y/n , I'm not watching this !" He tried taking the remote out of my hand , but I moved my arm out of his reach. " you think your funny ?" I nod and press play again, JJ tried to get the remote once again but I turned my body so he couldn't even see the remote. " give me the remote" he attempts to get it again. Before I could even make fun of his failed attempts he placed a hand on my thigh , which startled me a little. Ever since the kegger I've been a little scared whenever someone would touch me in the slightest bit. JJ lifted his body, not caring about personal space and snatching the remote out of my hand. " I stay loyal to DC" he smirks then decide to sit back in his seat keeping his hand on my thigh, I tried to hide my blush and look at the TV . For some reason I was comfortable like this , I kinda liked his hand where it was . Maybe it's because me and JJ have been close for years , or maybe distracting myself from everything bad going on in my life made me forget the night with Jayden. "What are you both doing " I hear Kie say while walking towards the couch , I quickly remove JJ's hand from my thigh and turn around " we are watching a movie like we said we would " he says before I can " hmm , what movie ?" Me and JJ look at each other and burst out laughing.