september 12th 2021

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i'm starting to get that feeling again. i haven't wrote much on here.

i hate getting yelled at, i hate getting called names by my own family. i just don't understand it anymore.

i think "why me?". me but thinking that is not going to help at all.
sometimes i want to speak up and say something.

but i know if i do, i will just getting yelled at more and my phone will get taken away. i hate being in this house.

i can't wait to move out of this house. i feel so stressed and so just so insecure in this house. my house is not a healthy environment.

i just can't wait to finish school and get out of this house.

i don't know if this is write to say but i have to do things right or i get in trouble.

like i have to do whatever makes my parents happy and i'm not just talking about school.

if i don't agree with them with something they argue with me then i get in trouble.

i try to avoid it as much as i can, but i get yelled at everyday and when i get yelled at i cry.

i am very sensitive, so i will cry over someone yelling at me or me getting called a name.

i feel very worthless and most of the time it is because of them and the toxic environment i live in.

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