At this point, I am not mentally or physically okay. I just am writing this and just thinking what to say as I go. I just don't know how I feel anymore. I am just broken into a million pieces. No just like relationship broken but mentally broken.
I don't know what I feel anymore. Yeah, I have a bad history and I've been broken before, pretty bad. But I just cry and not know what I cry anymore. One of these nights I'm just gonna end it all.
I am desperately lonely, not just wanting someone lonely. Just lonely to the point where I don't even leave my house cause I don't have anyone to leave with.
I am just not okay. With anything. I want to feel loved, feel cared about. Be important to someone. I want to feel something.
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My Journal
Cerita Pendekthis is a journal of all my feelings and thoughts. (: I write when I am just not feeling the best mainly. this is basically how I feel on most days. please do not feel like you have to read this, I just like to put my thoughts on here. read if you w...
