I'm laying here in bed right now, everyone is asleep. No one is texting me, I'm literally so lonely. I'm trying not to write, I'm holding everything in.
Cause I know if I cry, my eyes are gonna hurt in the morning. And I'll end up throwing up. I can't have that. So I'm writing to try and prevent myself from crying and having a panic attack.
I can't even explain what I feel right now. If I'm sad, happy, anytime. I'm just confused with myself.
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My Journal
Cerpenthis is a journal of all my feelings and thoughts. (: I write when I am just not feeling the best mainly. this is basically how I feel on most days. please do not feel like you have to read this, I just like to put my thoughts on here. read if you w...
