Justin Bieber Imagines | Book 1

33 - Don't give up yet | Part 2

33 - Don't give up yet | Part 2

Justin's POV

My feet slumbered up the steps to the front door of Y/N and I's house. I had just arrived home from Alfredo's house, I didn't want to come home last night. I was afraid I'd do something I'd regret in my drunken state, something I wouldn't be able to forgive myself for doing. The door was unlocked after a few attempts, I was hangover and not feeling well at all. I just wanted to throw everything in my stomach out into the toilet.

I rubbed my eye as I made my way into the kitchen. As I started to open the fridge, something on the counter captured my attention. I closed the fridge again and picked up the one piece of paper. My furrowed eyes scanned it, seeing the whole text in front of me.

"Dear Justin,

I guess you're wondering where I am or maybe you're not, but the point is it doesn't matter because you wouldn't have to worry about me anymore.
I decided this morning to fly back home to my family, to forget the past two months of our relationship.
The problem is I didn't feel save in our relationship. It was like I was the only one being in it, so I decided to put an end to it.
I'm sorry for leaving like this but it was the easiest way. Please remember I'll always love you, you'll always have a special place in my heart.

Love Y/N"

My eyes scanned the room, looking for a camera or something else of the same kind, hoping all of this would just be a prank. A joke, it was a joke. But there were no cameras, no people or anything. I didn't even realize the silence when I stepped through that door.

The hangover was by far forgotten as I grabbed my phone and dialed Y/N's number, pressing the phone to my ear. It rang several times before she picked up. Small tears started to form in my eyes as I heard her soft, already insecure and cracking voice.

"Justin, I-" she started but I cut her off.

"No Y/N, you're gonna listen to me," I said, my worry and anxiety getting the best of me as my voice cracked. "You can't just leave like this. Baby, I need you. I love you so much, you know that."

"It was like you were never there anymore, Justin! I can't live like that," she said and sniffled. My heart shattered in a million pieces at the sound of her voice. She sounded so small and fragile, it was almost unbearable.

"I promise I'll do better! Just come back home to me, okay?" I pleaded, my bottom lip quivering as I held back my tears.

"You've broken so many promises Justin, I can't keep up with it anymore and you can't either. J-Just please let me go back home to my family and think things out," she said softly, still desperate to come back home. Her flight was probably taking off in a few minutes. "I'm begging you."

I let out a sigh and looked up into the ceiling, my eyes covered with a thin layer of water. I blinked a few times before returning to the heartbroken girl I love. "Promise me you'll think about giving me a second chance," I managed to say, a tear betraying me and rolling down my cheek.

Seconds passed in silence, her breathing being the only thing I could hear. I was about to repeat my words when she spoke the words that broke my heart forever. "I can't do that, I'm sorry Justin."

The line went dead and so did my heart.