Justin Bieber Imagines | Book 1

52 - Baby Daddy (pt. 2)

52 - Baby Daddy (pt. 2)

"What?"

Justin's eyes switched between Ollie and I. I tried hard to get some kind of idea about how he was feeling right now, what went through his head.

"He's your son," I repeated as I kept my eyes on his face, watching as he slowly started to calm himself. But then a frown overtook his beautiful face.

"How is that possible?" He asked, running a hand over the stubble he apparently called his hair. He had never trimmed off all of his hair but he looked good, he could pull it off.

"Remember when I left back then?" I asked him, careful with my words. I didn't want him to run off and freak out. He nodded. "I was pregnant, gave birth to Ollie 8 months later."

"How? I-I-" he stuttered, "why didn't you call me? Or at least tell me you were pregnant?"

I sighed. "I was afraid Justin. And I couldn't get myself to have an abortion so I just left, and never looked back," I explained, watching his facial expressions change with every word.

"Why Y/N? I would've helped you!"

I shook my head. "I wouldn't let you ruin your college years, it wouldn't be fair of me," I said, giving him a sad smile, "but I wanted to see you, so you could meet your son and it'd like, you could get a relationship to him."

Justin looked at Ollie who had his fingers in his mouth, his brown eyes looking right into Justin's. "I know it's a lot to take in, but just say you don't want anything to do with us and we'll leave," I said. It hurt me to say it, but he got the option. I just hoped he'd let us back into his life.

"I-I..." he stuttered. "I don't even know what to say Y/N." I nodded, gulping. I really didn't have any idea about how he would react but so far, it didn't seem negative. He looked at me, his eyes meeting mine. And I felt myself missing him much more then I thought. I was caught by surprise when he grabbed my cheeks as he studied my face. As if to see if I was really there. "God, I missed you so much," he whispered.

I smiled softly at him, small tears building up in my eyes. "I missed you too Justin," I whispered back, letting a single tear fall down my cheek. I felt a smaller hand touch my cheek too, laughing lightly as Ollie dropped his head into the crook of my neck.

"He's adorable," Justin said softly, his eyes studying over Ollie who was looking back at Justin. They looked so much alike and it didn't help me to not think about Justin. I remember when Justin would show me old baby pictures of himself and now, its like that baby ha returned when in reality it's just Justin and I's son, Ollie.

"Yeah," I smiled, "he really is." I looked back up at Justin. "I really want you in his life Justin, and I know I can't force you or anything, but I miss you and I've found myself wishing you had been there so many times now. Yes, I have dated but I just can't get you out of my head even though it's been so long since I left." Justin looked at me with sad eyes, but still a small smile playing on his lips.

"And I never brought any of those guys home, none of them has ever met Ollie because I wanted it to be you who saw him first, and if I got lucky, maybe he wouldn't have to see anyone else again," I whispered the last words, careful with them because I didn't know how he'd react. I watched his smile become bigger. And he caught me off guard once again, this time touching his lips to mine. And I've never felt anything like it before.

"I missed you so much, Y/N. You have no idea, but just as much as I've missed you, I still love you," he said, his thumb caressing my cheek gently.

"I love you too Justin. So much."

And Justin agreed to be a part of Ollie's life and  I don't think I've ever been this happy before. I was back with the guy who got me pregnant, who I left because I didn't want to ruin his life, and the guy I loved so much that I wanted to be with him for the rest of my life. And now I had a family with him. I just couldn't be more happy.