Justin Bieber Imagines | Book 1

8 - Blurred Vision // PART 3

8 - Blurred Vision // PART 3

2 months, 6 days and 3 hours since the doctors told me Justin was in coma. I've never cried so much than that day in my entire life. I cried as I clung to Justin's hand...

And now I'm sitting here. Still holding his still warm hand. The doctors told me he'd make it but as far as it seems, I don't think he will. I know it's negative to think that way but might as well prepare for it now. I wouldn't like if I one day came up here after leaving for half an hour and then boom, he's dead and gone.

That, my friend, is some bullshit. Some bullshit thoughts I shouldn't be thinking but I can't help it. I haven't seen Justin's chocolate orbs in more than two months now and it's driving me insane. He keeps me sane but right now, all I want to do is hit on something or pull my hair out.

I'm tired, exhausted and drained from energy but I'm not planning on going anywhere before I know what's going to happen to him.

I've sat here for hours. Since I fell asleep last night in this uncomfortable chair and till now. I'm still in this chair, so I haven't been anywhere. I haven't even ate anything but I can't eat anything unless I force it down my throat. I've been getting a few cups of coffee with either Pattie or Jeremy. We've talked and cried together, waiting and hoping our baby would wake up.

"Justin, baby..." I whisper, running a flat hand over his forehead and through his hair, "I miss you so much."

His hair is still as soft as it usually is. It's light brown, dirty blonde and soft. Easy to slide your fingers through and it still has that scent of his shampoo.

A little tear happens to slip from my eye. It rolls down my cheek and falls onto Justin's arm. I watch it slide down his arm and land on the floor beneath us. Closing my eyes, I tilt my head back and trying to make out Justin's voice in my head. His voice singing me to sleep, his laughter and his hoarse voice in the morning. No matter how his voice was, it alway sounded safe and caring. He always held a tone in his voice that would be the same as if you saw the live in his eyes.

Out of the sudden, the monitor begins to beep faster. I look up at it, seeing as his heartbeat begins to move faster. I almost cry out of happiness.

He can feel me...

"I love you," I softly say, kissing his hand. The monitor keeps beeping at the same pace, his heart beating faster in excitement.

I smile at him. He can finally hear me, feel my presence. That's a good sign, he'll be back in no time.

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Hours passed by again. I'd gone to get some coffee to keep myself awake. I have read two or three magazines and a little bit of my favorite book that Pattie had offered to get for me. She knew I wouldn't leave Justin's side.

As I was reading my fourth magazine, I felt movement in my hand. I look shocked at me and Justin's locked hands. His fingers moved, intertwining with mine. "Oh my gosh..." I gasp, throwing the magazine onto the floor.

"Justin baby, can you hear me?" I ask, shocked by the little movement.

I keep looking at his fingers as they continue to move, his thumb caressing the back of my hand. As soon as I look up, I'm met with a pair of brown beautiful eyes that I almost forgot how felt staring into.

"Justin!" I almost scream, hugging him tightly. "Oh my god! I missed you so, so, so much!"

Justin's arms wrap around my body, pulling me closer. "I love you too," his hoarse voice says.

I pull away, bringing his face between my hands. "Is this real?" I smile through my happy tears.

"I'm not quite sure because I just woke up so," Justin jokes. I laugh and hug him again.

"I'm so glad you're awake," I whisper into the crook of his neck.

"Me too," he whispers before kissing the top of my head.

Finally. Finally he was awake. I don't know how long I could've taken it anymore. Justin was awake, happy and feeling fine. This probably has to be the best day of my life. His fans, his parents and friends are going to be so happy. My baby is back, no more blurred vision.