Heaven's Poems

Dew

I could see the rainbows

And the clouds fading away to visit me

And the rope of life hugging my throat

Because of everything I couldn't be

Every time I wake up

I look forward to coming back to bed

Except to sleep eternally

In a bed where my dreams don't end

I'll fall backwards

With my face up to the sky

It's getting away but I'm getting closer

For I'll fly there when I die

I could see life bloom

And there's hope on the leaves

Like tears, twinkling with dew

Heaven is happy for me

Though as I fall I see hell

I took myself to a better place

And everyone alive is well

Better off without waste of space

"It's not worth going to your death..."

But I was desperate to leave

I took my own life

Because life never came to me

5/6/21