Heaven's Poems

Hug

Why did you bring me here

It's your fault not mine

I didn't ask to be

Yet you blame me every time

I've always tried to love you

But you keep pushing me away

Then why'd you cut the year in half

And curse its fourteenth day

It's your fault for every stranger

Whom I couldn't face

For you verbally reminded me

That I am a disgrace

I already knew

So why say it to my face

I understand you break my heart

But why leave it to stray

And ask me where my heart is

Who am I to know

And if I verbally answer

My voice comes out too low

Fake home I'm supposed to cherish

As my nails turn blue

I really hope you perish

In my tears that wished to hug you

You're the ringing in my ears

And the nightmares when I sleep

And my failures and my wrong words

And the scars that are on me

Can you believe that

The artworks that I hid

Felt more like home

Than you ever did

5/16/21