Heaven's Poems

Grateful

Thank you for the millisecond of happiness

I still cherish it today

However this life of mine is purposeless

But thank you for that breath you let me take

My soul is invisible beneath the battle scars

There's nothing left for me in this life

For everyone but me exists a star

My soul will only find peace when I die

I'm as close to kill myself

As my cells are to each other

I know if I were someone else

My life would have been better

If I told you for how long

You wouldn't believe

But God can see I've fought

For seven and ten years

There's so much in this world

Why do you wish to die

My love, always remember

I was never alive

God cursed me ever since

Before my first word

It was only relatives

Now I envy the whole world

Be grateful you can read this

Be grateful that you can

be grateful and feel happiness

Be grateful for I can't

7/21/21