Only a fool for you

Roomates?

*Simons pov*

We were both in shock. We both stood there for a couple of seconds processing what was happening. He looked over at me, I was still in shock.

" Would you like me to ask to switch rooms?" He asked politely.

I broke out of my trance.

"No! Erm that okay." I said a bit too quickly. I swore I saw a bit of relief in the other boys eyes.

We walked into the room to see two beds on either side of the room. The room was actually a little bigger than I expected, it was probably because the prince of Sweden was going to live in it. There was a big window in the room, since we were on the ground floor it was perfect for sneaking out. We both had two small desk near our beds and two small wardrobes for our clothes. It was just like the size of Wilhelm's old dorm. He remembered from the night were he rescued him and their first time-

" I'm claiming this one!" Wilhelm called out falling back onto the bed of the right side of the room, causing him to bob up and down.
I gave a chuckle, " Alright this ones mine then." I said placing my bags onto my newly claimed bed. I walked over to the window which was more over on his side of the room. I looked out at the view, then at him.

He had a sweet smile of his face, his hazel eyes glowed from the rare sunshine coming through the windows that they usually ever get in the winter. He wanted him so badly but knew he had to control himself. I walked back to my bed and sat on it pulling my phone out of my pocket.

"Hey Simon"

My heart pounded a little faster at the sound of my name coming through his lips. I put my phone back in my pocket.

" Yeah?"

He walked over to my bed and sat down beside me. Our legs touched and I felt butterflies in my stomach and my heart raced. For most people a slight touch of the legs wouldn't be a big deal but for me it was. Since it was the first time we had touched from when we hugged and he told me he loved me a few weeks ago.

" I just wanted to tell you that it was August who filmed and posted the video of us." I could see the rage in his face.

" Felice had figured out he had done it and told me just before the holidays. I swear I was going to tell you but the next time I saw you was." His voice sounded a bit more sadder and quiet. " Was when we said goodbye. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, you deserve to know and I completely understand if you're mad at-"

"I already know." I half said/sighed. " I found out yesterday actually, turns out Sara knew the whole time and didn't tell me. Her and August are dating now." I was looking down the entire time I was talking.

" Holy shit, I'm sorry."

"It's alright, just a bit of a shock that all." I sadly chucked. I looked up and saw his face close to mine since we were sitting next to each other. We stared into each others eyes. His eyes sparkled and suddenly I was very aware at how heavily I was breathing. All I wanted to do was kiss right then and there. It took everything It could to not, I had to go before I couldn't help myself any longer.

I stood up.

" I have to go meet Felice." I lied before walking out the room, heart racing.

Fuck. I was going to have to be with him all the time, sleep in the same room as him. It was going to be so hard.

Should I switch rooms? I thought to myself, I scoffed in my head. That was the smart choice but I'm going to take the risk. The hardest part was going to be controlling myself.

I realised that I don't know where I was going so I went to the only person I could actually talk to right now.
After walking for a few minutes I reached my destination, I reached my hand out and knocked on the door.

" Simon, hey"

" Hi Felice."

Felice and I have sort of become friends, after the holidays we would text. She Texted me first telling me she knew about our situation and offered to talk about it to me. I would tell her about what I was thinking about with Willie and she would comfort me.

" Erm can you talk if you're free?"

"Yeah sure"

We walked through the gardens, side by side

" YOU'RE ROOMATES?!" She yelled.
"Mhm"
"Has it been awkward?" She asked
" Well a little giving our past, but not as much as I thought. The thing is Felice is I'm scared, scared what will happen if we are around each other all the time. Just now we were so close that we might of kissed if I didn't get out of there."

" Do you not like him?" She asked with sympathy's her eyes.

" No it's not that. I like him, not just like him I love him."

She gasped and put her hand to her mouth at the words.

I laughed.

" But I can't be with him until he figures out what he wants, if that is being with me."

I could feel tears forming in my eyes.

" But whenever I think about a future without him my heart shatters."

"Hey" she said pulling me into a warm hug.

" Look I've seen the way you guys look at each other, I just have a feeling that you guys will end up together.

I pulled away from the hug and smiled.

" Thank you Felice, and not just for this for being there for me, through the holidays."

" No problem, hey just shoutout if you ever wanna talk okay?"

" Will do, I think I might head over to the music room now."

" Okay, see you later!"

*Time skip to when Simon goes to the music room*

I walked to the music room to see that it wasn't empty. A tall boy was sitting on the piano . He had brown messy hair, emerald green eyes and was fairly attractive. He was playing a song on the piano, he was actually pretty good.

"Hi" I said slowly walking into the room.

He looked up at me

" Hey!" He smiled at me, stood up and put his hand out infront of him.

" I'm James, James Anderson. I'm new here."

I shook his hand

"Nice to meet you James Anderson." I say with a friendly smile.

"I'm Simon, Simon Erikkson."

He laughed.

"I know, your the boy who sang beautifully at the church." He said while blushing.

" Thank you." I said with a smile.

" Maybe you can teach me how to sing that well some other time." He said before looking me up and down at winking at me.

I looked over at the door to see Willie standing there in his blue sweater. He looked hurt, not betrayed or mad just hurt. Before I could say anything he walked away.

A/N

LOONG CHAPTER!!

Willie looks jealous 😳

Sorry for not updating for quite a few days but I promise I'll be more consistent on updating.