Only a fool for you

Is he fucking for real?

*Simons pov*

After heading back from the abortion clinic, me and Sara spent most of the day at home with our mum.

" So. It's official done?" Sara sniffed, while being wrapped in mums arms.

" Yes it is, eres tan valiente cariño." ( you're so brave honey) My mum replied, rubbing Sara's back soothingly.

" I love you so much Sara." I said, kissing her forehead.

" I love you more." She smiled softly.

" Simon, I might stay at home with momma for a few days."

" Would you like me to stay with you?" I asked.

" No, no, you have your studies, your friends, your boyfriend. Don't worry I'll be fine."

" Okay, I'll miss you both." I said, standing up.

I both hugged and kissed them goodbye and took the bus back to Hillerska.

I walked through the school grounds, and then finally making it to my dorm.

Wilhelm was there, sitting on his desk writing some notes.

He turned around when I entered.

" Hey!"

" Hi." I smiled, sitting on his lap.

" How did it go? How's Sara?" He asked me.

I loved how much he cared about my family.

" It went fine, Sara's okay she's just staying at home with momma for a few days."

" You should of let me payed for it."

My face screwed up, after processing what he said.

Was he fucking for real?

" What did you just say?" I said to him, suddenly getting off his lap.

He looked confused on what he said wrong.

" What?"

" Did you just offer to pay for the abortion?" I said, starting to get angry.

" Yes? I-"

" We aren't that broke Wilhelm! What do you think we are, homeless?!"

" Are you fucking kidding me right now? I offered  to pay, how is that a bad thing?!" He yelled, standing up.

" WELL ITS EMBARRASSING WHEN YOU THINK THAT MY FAMILY CAN'T PAY FOR MY SISTER! IS THAT HOW LOW YOU THINK OF ME?!"

" I don't think of you-"

" DO YOU KNOW HOW EMBARRASSING IT IS WHEN PEOPLE THINK THAT CROWN PRINCE HAS TO BUY ME EVERYTHING?!" I yelled, cutting him off.

" Is that all I am to you?" He said, quietly.

I was confused by what he meant.

" The fucking crown prince?"

I realised what I had done.

"No, I-"

" Not your boyfriend? The person you love? Just the fucking crown prince." He scoffed.

" Willie I didn't mean it like-"

" Oh I know how you meant it." He said to me coldly.

" I KNOW THAT YOUR FAMILY HAS SOME ISSUES WITH MONEY SO I WAS TRYING TO BE NICE AND OFFER TO HELP OUT, AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS?! THIS IS BULLSHIT!" He yelled from across the room.

"Get the hell away from me." I said in a quiet but extremely angry tone. I had tears in my eyes.

" fine." He spat.

He opened the door and slammed it shut.

I sat on the spare bed, crying loudly.

I hated it when we argued. It didn't happen often at all. But when it did, even if it was small we both hated being mad at each other.

I couldn't be in the same room as him right now.

I tried to distract myself by working on my English essay that was due next week, but I couldn't.

I looked up from my desk and saw the picture of me and Willie. It was from the winter holidays, when we went to the fair.

Stop crying, stop crying.

Is what I kept telling myself.

After a few hours it got dark.

At 10:30 I texted Felice if she knew where Wilhelm was. She answered and said she didn't and asked if everything was okay, but I left her on read.

It hit midnight and I was starting to get worried.

I pulled out my phone and texted him if he was safe. After about 30 seconds he responded with a simple ' yes'.

I felt so relieved.

I got into the spare bed. I was still too angry to sleep in the bed we share.

I didn't know what tomorrow held. I laid there with tear marks on my cheeks, as I re lived the last few hours.

A/N

GUYS IM SO SORRY FOR THIS FIGHT I JUST WANTED TO SHOW THAT EVERY COUPLE FIGHTS AND ITS 100% NORMAL

I'm also sorry I haven't updated in a week but it was my last week at school and they gave us a shit load of work 🤬 BUT NOW I HAVE 6 WEEKS HOLIDAYS SO I WILL UPDATE CONSISTENTLY IM SO HAPPYYYY <3

My two friends are fighting over the same guy and omfg ITS SO FUNNY

Thx for the reads 🥶💪🏽🤬💔🥺🤣🙄😎💪🏽