Tears

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" What?"

" I'm pregnant."

I stood there in complete shock.

" Who- who's the father?" I asked still in a state of shock.

She wiped tears from her bright red eyes.

" August."

" THAT MOTHERFUCKER!" I yelled, unable to control my anger.

" Simon!" She cried out.

I stormed away, more than anything I wanted to kick the shit out of him.

" Simmie? Where are you going?"

I turned around to see Wilhelm outside our dorm room. I was so angry that I walked passed him without noticing.

" Sara is pregnant." I blurted out angrily.

He stood there in the same shock as me.

"AND THAT ASSHOLE AUGUST IS THE FATHER SO IM GOING TO GO BEAT HIS ASS!"

I turned to walk away but he grabbed my wrist.

" Simon I know you're mad at August but I think Sara needs you now more than ever. Plus August isn't even here."

" I DON'T CARE I'M GONNA FIND HIM. HE RUNIED OUR LIVES, I CAN'T LET HIM RUIN MY SISTER'S!"

" Simon-"

" NO WHY DO YOU HAVE A SAY IN THIS?! IT'S MY SISTER, SO DO ME A FAVOUR AND LEAVE ME ALONE!"

I walked away, still not knowing where I was going.

After walking to common room, I realised that Wilhelm was right. I didn't know where August was and I also needed to be there for Sara. I walked back to her dorm and knocked on the door.

She opened it.

" I'm sorry, do you want to talk about it?"

She nodded, sobbing.

I walked into her messy dorm, her roommate seemed to be gone. We sat in her bed, she broke down again and I wrapped her in a warm embrace.

" I'm sorry Simon, I'm really sorry." She cried into my shoulder.

We stayed there like that for a minute before I spoke.

" When did you find out?"

She grabbed a tissue and wiped her nose with it.

" A few days ago. When I was staying at Stellas house I felt sick and I was vomiting a lot, so I took a test and.."

She cried more.

" It's okay, everything is going to be okay. I promise you."

" Have you told anyone?" I asked.

" No, only you."

" You don't have to answer this now, but do you want to keep it?"

She looks up at me, looking terrified.

" No, I don't want to, I know you must think I'm terrible." She said crying.

" No, no, of course not. It's completely your decision."

" I'll see tomorrow if we can go home after school and tell Mama if you want."

She gave me a sad smile.

" Yes please."

We laid down on her bed, I held her in my arms.

" Also, please don't tell anyone about this."

I felt an instant feeling of guilty, remembering that I told Wilhelm without asking Sara.

" Sara, when I walked away I bumped into Wilhelm and told him. I'm really sorry."

Her eyes widened a little.

" He won't tell anyone right?"

" of course not."

" Then it's okay, just please don't tell anyone else."

" I swear I won't."

We stayed in her bed until we both fell asleep. I woke up a few hours later. I looked down to see that she was still asleep. I checked the time, 10:30pm. I whispered an I love you and snuck out and creeped back into my dorm.

I saw Wilhelm fast asleep in our bed, cuddled into himself. I knew he did this when he was upset.

I walked over to him, kneeling on the floor. I pushed a strand of his hair out of his face.

He had tear marks on his cheeks.

I felt bad for yelling at him, when he did nothing wrong.

I got changed into my pyjamas and silently got into the bed.

He gently woke up.

" Hey." He said quietly.

" Hey." I replied.

" How's Sara?"

" Better."

" I'm sorry, you're right it's not my place to-"

" No I'm sorry, you have ever right to give me advice. You're my boyfriend."

He smiled slightly.

I wrapped my arms around him.

" I love you so much."

" I love you more." He replied.

" Not possible."

We laughed softly, when it wasn't even a joke.

I gave him a soft kiss on the lips before drifted to sleep in his arms.

A/N

I'M ON HOLIDAY RN SO THATS WHY IM HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING THAT WELL! 🤧

But I'm leaving tomorrow on a 16 hour flight so I should probably right a few chapters then.

THANK YOU FOR THE READSSS

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