Only a fool for you

I'm not good at goodbyes

*Simons pov*

Willie and I spent the whole day in bed. We didn't talk much we just soaked in each other's presence, both scared about us and the future.

We both cried, hugging each other tightly. Randomly whispering I love you to each other's ears. This had been the most pain I had ever been in, more hurt than when my father punched me in the face, more hurt than when I was riding my bike and broke my arm. This emotional pain was stronger than any another physical pain I had experienced. The pain of not knowing if I'd ever see the person I am deeply in love with again.

I turned towards Wilhelm so our faces were nearly touching. His eyes red from our crying session. I moved his hair out of his face and put my hand of his cheek, stroking it gently. I smiled softly and brushed my nose against his. That was the first time I saw him smile for hours.

" let's run away together." He said suddenly.

I was taken a back but still responded in a soothing voice.

" Willie, you know we can't do that. I love mum and Sara."

" You're right I'm sorry. That was selfish."

I looked into his deep brown eyes, still stroking his cheek gently.

" Simon, I'm so fucked up. You deserve so much better than me." He said sadly.

I took a deep breath in.

" I love the way you're kind to everyone, no matter who they are.

I love the way you play with my hair when I'm asleep.

I love your disgusting morning breath.

I love your face and body.

I love your personality.

I love the way you flip your hair every 3 seconds.

I love the way you dance with me when a Nelly Furtado plays.

I love that you kiss the freckles on my body.

I love that you call me ' my love'.

I love that you get on with my family and friends.

I love that when you tell jokes you mess up the punch line.

I love the way you look at me.

I love your laugh.

I love you, and all the little things you do."

He smiled at me and pressed a kiss on my nose.

" If I were to list everything I love about you, we would be here for days. So I'll get to the point. I love everything about you Wilhelm, and nothing can change that."

He leaned in, but before our lips could connect his phone rang.

" What the fuck do you want?" He said angrily, answering the phone.

After 20 seconds he spoke again.

" Fine."

He Hung up.

"My mum wants me to go to the palace to discuss me moving. I'm going to go and try to convince her to let me stay here." He said getting changed into other clothes.

I frowned. These could be our last hours together, and he was going to the palace.

He saw my frown and sat next to me. He put both of his hands, either sides of my face.

" I am going to do everything to make sure I'm not leaving okay?"

I nodded.

After 20 minutes Malin came. We walked out of the house, both sobbing because we knew that this might be the last time we see each other. Malin waited in the car while we stood at the exact spot we broke up a few months ago.