Love til the end - Ydris x Reader fanfiction

19 - Tear drop

-Jonathan POV-

"What are you doing here [Y/N]? Your friends are looking for you and they are giving me the fault of your disappearance!"

"I don't wanna be with them. They want me to go somewhere I don't want to go to." She said. He didn't quite understand.

"Why are you coming to me though? You call me a stalker and then do this."

"I feel save here with you." This made him blush. Jonathan didn't know what was going on but he was fine with it, that he could be with [Y/N].

-[Y/N]s POV-

I was standing in the room I was captured in and tried to look out of a round window. But it was too high up, too small and couldn't be opened. This was useless. I had to think of a plan to get out. When I'm free I will save Anne and then go back to Ydris. I knew begging won't do anything so I might have to say things I normally wouldn't. Since he told me that he will love me forever I knew he would forgive me no matter how i act now- he has to.

"Let me go. Now!!" I shouted. Ydris was startled, he didn't expect me to raise my voice.

"Calm down my dear. Everything will be fine." He said, standing on the other side of the small room.

"No! My friend is suffering and you won't let me go! This is cruel. How could you think I will love you like that!!" Ydris froze. My harsh words cut deeper than I thought. He looked away.

"You do..." he mumbled.

"What?" His eyes wandered over to me and so did his feet.

"You do love me... Say it... Say that you love me!!" His threatening voice echoed through the room and it hurt like shattered glass. Him approaching me intimidated me and I felt scared. But I need to stay strong now. For Anne's sake.

"I don't!" I instantly regretted these words as I said them. Maybe I went too far.

-Ydris's POV-

She doesn't.. love me?. He froze and his body went ice cold. His heart clenched. He didn't believe this words. And he wanted to hear that.

"No, I don't believe you!" He knew [Y/N] liked him, loved him. It was the most important thing in the world. He came closer to [Y/N], gripped her wrist and pressed it against the wall. "Say it!" He was desperate, but she just looked at him with a frightened face. He wasn't satisfied, he had to hear those words.. "SAY IT!" His voice sounded threatening, furious but inside he was just hurt and scared of [Y/N] leaving him. He rammed her wrist against the wall again. [Y/N] let out a scream.

He looked at her, her eyes were full of misery. She was scared of him. He didn't like that, he didn't want that. What did he just do... He wants her to love him and be happy. Tears started running down her cheek. This is not what he wanted... How did it end up like this. Is this what love does to you? Is that what they talked about? He felt like a monster, hurting the one who was dearest to him.

She was right... how could she love someone like him.

But she has to love him! He needs her to be his!

Now she is hurt and scared, he felt like he broke something that is impossible to repair.

But he can't let her leave... What if she never comes back again. She has to stay here with him.. forever..

Ydris was losing his mind, he felt disgusted of himself, but still yearning to be with [Y/N].

-[Y/N]s POV-

I was terrified of Ydris now. What have I done, this was my fault. I couldn't bear seeing the one I thought I... loved, act this intimidating and scary. All my emotions, the confusion, the fear, the heartache, led to tears running down my face. I dropped my facade of being tough and cold.

"Ahrgh" Ydris backed off and let go of my arm. I rubbed it to relieve the slight pain. I didn't know what happened all of the sudden so I looked around to see if anyone else was around, but we were still alone. He went a few steps backwards and sat down on the bed. He mumbled to himself and he was taking deep breaths. Despite the fear I felt just now I got concerned.

"Ydris.." I whispered. He looked up to me with desperate eyes.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry [Y/N]... I didn't want this.. I just wanted you.. I-.. I-.." he paused "Go, leave before I change my mind." He seemed like he lost control over himself and was fighting his inner demons, I wanted to comfort him but this was my only chance to get out of this. It pained me leaving Ydris back like this, but I had to go. Now or never.