THE CURSE : Obsession Or Love ? ||KTH|| (Slow Updates)

CHAPTER 33

Taehyung's POV

*SLAP*

She slaps me hard and starts screaming loudly.

I am shocked by her unpredictable move. She screams more and more. I see pain in her eyes.

The moment I look at her condition, I quickly forget about the slap that she just gave to me and close the distance between us once again. Calling her name again and again.

I hear her blabbering something in between her yells.

All I can decipher is "Stop please" and "Save me" and "You monster".

My heart clenches and twists in pain looking at her situation. I hold her face in  between my palms trying to calm her down but I understand now that she is already out of reality. She is going through a panic attack. She is in a different world right now. I can feel beads of sweat forming on her forehead and around her mouth. She is red as her temperature is now is getting higher by second. I run out to call the nurse and doctor immediately.

A moment later they come in running and send me out.

I walk out of the room and sit on the chair.

Y/n....... what has she gone through that she is now in such a situation ? Is it because of me ? Because of what I did to her a few days ago ?! Did I really traumatize her to such an extent ?

The vision of her screaming and crying is still making rounds in my mind. My chest is paining. I thought I could make it up to her but with what I have seen today, I doubt if I would ever be able to help her come out of the trauma she has been going through.

I can feel the guilt come up to the surface again. But this time Yoongi hyung's words stop me before losing my shit. Whatever it is, I will have to make it up to her. She deserves the world and I will make sure to give her the whole world. That is the only way I would feel at ease.

I keep waiting, my anxiety growing by second. Her screams have stopped now. I am scared. And this wait is only adding on to the nervousness and panic.

After several minutes, finally the doctor and the nurse come out of the room. I stand up immediately and run towards them.

Taehyung : Doctor, what happened to her ? Is she okay !?

Doctor : It seems like she underwent a panic attack. After her recovery, I think we should send her for a psychiatric consultation. She has some sort of trauma and by the looks of it...... it is deeply rooted in her....... might be some sort of childhood trauma. But we can't be sure until she meets the therapist and shares her situation with them. I have given her some calming medicine. She is sleeping now. Please keep an eye on her and make a note of possible triggers. Also make sure to make her feel  safe and protected all the time. I heard her yelling some things that indicate that she might have felt insecure or unsafe which triggered her panic attack.

Taehyung : Okay. Thankyou.

With this, the doctor nods at me and leaves through the corridor. I walk towards the room and open the door slowly so as to not disturb her sleep. I tip-toe towards her bed to see her sleeping peacefully. Her face devoid of every bit of anxiety, sorrow, pain or anger unlike a few minutes ago...... making her look calm....... very calm. 

The calmness on her face is deceiving. No one other than me or the doctor and nurse would actually be able to guess about what happened to her a few minutes ago because of this calmness on her face. I don't know how and when tears started falling out of my eyes looking at her. How much has she gone through to be so strong ?! How can someone hide their pain to such an extent ?!