Secrets [Tubboinnit/Tubbo x Tommy]

Being kids and having fun

~Not proofread~
~Tubbo's POV~

As I'm in the kitchen grabbing the drinks, I hear laughing and chattering in the living room. I furrowed my eyebrows and closed the fridge, holding the liquids and walked towards the sound. I slowly opened the door, seeing a lovely sight. George laying on Dreams chest, holding hands and giggling. They were so cute together. I sighed with a smile on my face. A meter away from them laid Bad and Skeppy, Bad giving him a peck on the lips.

I looked over to where there were slight murmurs and was met with Phil and Kristen cuddled up with a very sleep deprived Wilbur in the middle. His face was scrunched up against Kristen's arm with Phil combing his hands through his hair, his eyebrows resting contently.

That was something I wanted.

To feel loved, to have someone to wake up to every morning, to have someone to cuddle up to whenever I want. Light kisses placed over my face in a loving manner. My mood dropped slightly, but remembering the reason I came downstairs. I cleared my throat, making the 2 couples and 3 members of the family look over at me. "Something you need Tubs?" Dream asked, sitting up a little, George whining. It doesn't sound right when anyone other than Tommy says it.

"I uh, Toms and I were going to be streaming so I wanted to let you guys know.." I let a small smile appear on my face, gazing over the 7. "Thanks for letting us know muffin, maybe once you've finished you guys could come down and have a movie night with us all. Only if you want to." Bad beaming with excitement. My mood physically and mentally raised, my posture becoming less slumped over and I grin coming over my face. "I'd love too! I'll ask Tommy to make sure and if so we'll see you later." I didn't let him reply before closing the door again and running up the stairs with the drinks.

Running into the room, I saw Tommy jump slightly at the loud bang I made when doing so. He turned around swiftly, visibly calming down by letting out a deep breath and holding a hand over his heart. "Oh my god it's just you.." It sounded perfect coming out of his mouth. "Excuse me?! What the heck do you mean, 'it's just you.'? That's offensive y'know?" I frowned as I gave him his water bottle and coke can.

"Oh you know what I mean. It could've been a random fuckin' murderer coming to murder me or some shit. You couldn't hurt a fly." He shook his head as he turned around yet again and logged into twitch, making sure his microphone and face cam was working properly. I stood by the door still, my mouth dropped, feeling way more offended than before. "Alright welcome boys to the stream, hope your having a wonderful da-!"

"I beg your fucking pardon bitch!" I full on yelled as I pulled him out by his chair, spinning around and tackling him to the ground. "What the fuck Toby!" He laughed before joining in with me by rolling us over and throwing little punches that didn't hurt. We both were laughing messes, sweat sticking our hair to our foreheads and our cheeks a rosy mess.

5 minutes later and our actions were slowing down, becoming more tired and more disgusted at the feeling of the sweaty bodies against each other. Tommy paused for a sec, pulling his light blue hoodie away from his sweating chest. I took that as an opportunity and grabbed his arms, flipping us over, so that I was sitting on his stomach, his arms pinned over the top of his head by mine and our faces a few inches away from each other, breathing heavily and drenched in moisture. I smirked and leaned closer to his ear, breathing in his aftershave along with body odor. "Can't hurt a fly huh? I win."

Tommy saw this as a lucky chance to unravel his arms from under mine, me slamming down on top of him. Hands wrapped around my waist, my eyes widening. "Tommy wait, please don't. I'm sorry.." I sat up and moved around in his grip, trying to get out. "No can do, sorry Tubs.." I could hear the smugness in his voice, preparing for what was to come. Squeezing my eyes shut, I tensed up and let out loud cackles as he started tickling my sides. Screaming for him to stop with laughter that could possibly cause us an eviction only made him tickle me more. A yell from downstairs stopped all movements.

"Aye kiddos, it's nice hearing and seeing you have fun," Phil called up the stairs, Tommy and I sharing confused looks when he said 'seeing you'. Our thoughts were stopped when he continued on, "But you're still streaming." Eyes widening, I squirmed off the top of Tommy and sitting up, him doing the same. We both looked over to his computer, confirming that we in fact are still streaming. The chat was going past insanely quick, no matter whether or not slow mode was on. Tommy instantly shot up and ran to his chair, sitting down and examining the screen. I crawled over to his side, and leaning my head up to see there were over 200,000 viewers.

No words were said for a few seconds, wondering what the hell just went on. Mods were trying their best to delete and remove the chats that were supposedly against our boundaries or whatever. I still saw a few of them. Most comments were saying how they loved our friendship and that if we always acted like that off of camera. Then there were the ones that 'went past our boundaries'.

'omg they would be so cute together'

'does anyone else low-key ship them? cus like, I ship them..'

I smiled at that, for no reason at all. The thought of Tommy being the one I wake up to, Tommy being the one to pepper light kisses over my face in a loving manner, Tommy being the one I can cuddle up to at anytime I want. He's the one that makes me happy, the one that makes my feelings go haywire.

The one I think about, dream about even. The one that will be there to comfort me. The one I want to be with. That's it. That's the reason all of this has been going on. The feelings, the thoughts, the light blush that covers my face whenever we're close. All because of Tommy. Just because I like him. And more than a friend.

Now that I have a reason for that, I calmed a little. Although the overwhelming thought that he doesn't like me back and that these feelings could ruin our friendship stuck with me. I ignored those thoughts for the hour and a half that the stream went on for, joining in on answering questions that chat left for us.