Secrets [Tubboinnit/Tubbo x Tommy]

Research and Scares

After the next chapter, I will be having a little break just so I can write more chapters etc!^^

~Not proofread~
~Tubbo's POV~

I felt a weight lift off of my shoulders once I had told her. Not only have I now sort of figured out my sexuality, but I now have a new set of pronouns! I was still beaming with joy when Eret had left the room and as I had went and sat down. I got comfortable before turning on Tommy's computer and logging into it. I opened up google and began to search up the sexualities some of my friends were, to help me educate on them more. George's popped into my head first.

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Demisexuality

About 2,580,000 results (0.51 seconds)

'Demisexual people only feel sexually attracted to someone when they have an emotional bond with the person. They can be gay, straight, bisexual, or pansexual, and may have any gender identity. The prefix "demi" means half - which can refer to being halfway between sexual and asexual.'

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"Huh, makes sense I guess. He's really only emotionally attracted to Dream." I thought out loud. As I continued to read the last part, 'Pansexual' and 'Asexual' caught my eyes. I think I remember Karl saying he was somewhere on the 'Ace spectrum' or whatever that was. I decided to search up both of them, 'Asexual' first.

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Asexuality

About 50,000,000 results (0.67 seconds)

'Someone who's asexual experiences little to no sexual attraction. Sexual attraction is about finding a specific person sexually appealing and wanting to have sex with them. However, everyone has a different experience with being asexual, and asexuality can mean different things to different people.'

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Well, considering the dream I had a while ago, I'm not that. Clicking of the keyboard and scrolling of the mouse was the only thing heard in the room. How about 'Pansexual..'?

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Pansexuality

About 17,800,000 results (0.52 seconds)

'Pansexuality is sexual, romantic, or emotional attraction towards people regardless of their sex or gender identity. Pansexual people may refer to themselves as gender-blind, asserting that gender and sex are not determining factors in their romantic or sexual attraction to others.'

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This one seemed to catch my eye. I sat back for a second, thinking. Now that I think about it, I wouldn't care what gender or sex I'm dating or their sexuality. As long as we love each other and that they have a great personality, it wouldn't affect me all that much. I smiled again, researching more about Pansexuality.

It's now been about 30 minutes, feeling my back start to cramp up at the position I've been sitting in for a while. I'm almost 100% positive that I could be pansexual, so I decided to take a break to go let Eret know. I stood up, forgetting to turn off the computer and left the room, jogging downstairs to the living room where nearly the whole house was, apart from Bad, Ranboo, Niki and Tommy.

That consisted of Wilbur, Techno, Kristin, Phil, Eret, Skeppy, Jschlatt, Quackity, Fundy, Karl, Sapnap, Minx, George, Dream and Callahan. The couples were all cuddling up with each other, them being Dream and George, Jschlatt and Wilbur, Quackity and Sapnap and Karl, Kristen and Phil. Minx, Eret, Callahan, Fundy and Techno were sitting on the other side of the couch.

I spotted Eret pretty quickly and jumped over the back of the couch and landing next to them. "Holy shit- You scared the hell out of me!" She exclaimed quite loudly, everyone else attracting their eyes on us. "Sorry boss man, but I found it out!" I emphasized the 'it', hoping he'd understand it. "Found wha- Oh! Did you really?" She smiled widely, sitting up with me. "Mhm!" I beamed out happily. "Words can't describe how proud I am of you."

Eret stood, and pulled me up from where I was sitting so I was standing and into a warm embrace from them, slightly rocking us side to side. I gripped him tightly. Her height was similar to Tommy's, so she was towering over my a little. Still huge smiles on our faces, we removed our arms from around each other. "Uh what are you proud of exactly?" My cheeks flushed out of embarrassment, forgetting the others were in the same room.

I turned to the voice, seeing Dream sitting up with his hand going through George's hair. "Oh it's nothing important, don't worry about it." I smiled sweetly at him and the rest of them before going over to Phil and Kristen. I was about to sit next to them both before Kristen unlinked her arms from around Phil and opened them out. I raised a brow before grinning happily, sitting down next to her and cuddling into her arms.

Although I have my own mother, Kristen has always been like a mother to me, as well as Phil being a father to me. I made a noise of content, not hearing the front door open or the footsteps that came into the living room and behind me. Techno had let out a snicker, making me raise my head and look over in his direction. "What's so funny?" He said nothing but continue to chuckle. I huffed and rested my head back on Kristen's arms.

A pair of hands gripped my shoulders, shaking them violently and screaming really loudly. Ultimately scaring the fuck out of me. I jumped- more like fell- off the couch and literally 3ft in the air yelling profanity. "Holy fucking shit balls! What the actual fuc- Tommy?!" I spun around quickly, hearing nothing but laughing a cackling, specifically coming from my best friend rolling around on the floor and clutching his stomach as he tried to calm down.

I was about to charge at him, but a sharp whack to the back of my head caught me off guard, tipping me forward and onto the ground so I was on my knees. "Language you naughty muffin head!" "Ack! What the frick Bad? That really hurt." I crawled over to the couch again but sat down on the floor so my back was against it and my head was resting on the it. "Oops..Sorry Tubbo, I kinda forgot my own strength." I looked up at Bad who had an apologetic look on his face.

I sighed, going to accept his apology until I was rudely interrupted by Tommy's annoying as shrieking and cackling. I flared my nose as I stood up, keeping my eyes on him at all times. The others had gone completely silent, watching me move. Once I was fully stood, I slowly made my way over to him. My socks against the floor made barely any noise, not that he'd be able to hear me through his bursts of laughter. I went over to where his legs were, bending over and instantly grabbing his ankles, lifting them into the air so they were at my waist.

Tommy jolted a little at the hands, that belonged to me, were now around his ankles. Still giggling his ass off, he looked over at me as he wiped the dampness from crying. "Heyyy big man, what do you think your doing?" Tommy smiled wearily, small tears of laughter still pouring down his cheeks. "Oh just, y'know, dragging your ass around the house." I grinned at his face of confusion. "But your not doing tha- Oh what the fuck!" I cut him off mid-way by tightly gripping his ankles yet again and running backwards, him dragging against the floor.

The rest of the roommates burst into laughter at Tommy's ear wrenching screams. "Holy shit Tubs! How the fuck are you so strong!" I continued to drag him around the bottom floor, just getting back to the living room when he asked. "I'm an ex-gymnast bitch, catch up will you?!" That erupted more laughter from the rest. "Alright, I get it! Just let me go!" Mid yell, I wound up my muscles once more and swung him across the floor and to the other side of the room.

Tommy's back crashed into the corner of the wall, a loud bang emitting from the impact. He gasped like he was in pain, swinging his arm around and gripping his back. His breathes were short and sharp, letting out shaky exhales.

"Ouch.."