Missing Link |Chanlix Soulmates|

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You guys ready to cry more? Because I legit cry while writing this.

Chan:" he wrote it", tears weren't stopping coming out from Chan's eyes. He couldn't believe it,  he forgets that he ever told Felix to write a diary,  until he saw the diary again. He wipes his tears and grabs another diary.

I am finally here, I am here Chris! I can't wait to see you.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? I PASSED THE AUDITIONS .... I AM SOOO HAPPPYYYY

WHERE ARE YOU CHRIS?? no one knows you here, I asked them but they were like " we don't know any Chris."

Rice with kimchi is so plain to eat!

Chris, It's really hard for me, I can't keep up with all steps. I feel so dumb, and I can't play games to let out my frustration.

AHHHHH! I called mum and she said auntie told you about me, but you didn't come to meet me, it hurts Chris!! where the fuck are you? or maybe you just don't want to come?

I think you forget about me, can't blame you. It's been years,

I feel stupid that I am still waiting for you.

WE MET! WE MET CHRIS!! WE MET TODAY, AH I AM SO HAPPY... but Chan? you changed your name? that's why no one knows Chris here... explains.

you know, you changed a lot, more than I expected but you still have those same eyes. I wonder you actually remember anything from the past?

I think it's time to move on from our best friend thing, now I see back I actually find it lame that I was thinking and waiting for you.... how silly I am. we have more friends now and tbh Changbin, lee know, Hyunjin, Han everyone is so good. You always choose good ones.

This is the last day that I am writing this, I think I am ready to let you and our past go! by by~ you made me strong all those years, when you were not beside me but now you are, I think I am not strong enough. I always thought whenever we meet again, we could join the missing link we had but I was wrong. yea but anyways I will always be with you as your team member.

little lixie always loved you.

Chan burst into tears, Now he realized what he lost.  He brings the diary closer to his heart and just continues crying, but then Felix came into the room and sees Chan on the floor, crying and his diary's all around him.

Felix:" Chan- you ", his heartbeat stops. Although he writes this for Chan in the start but he never actually thought what will happen when Chan's going to read it, and not now when he's leaving and letting go of everything.

Chan:" Felix, I am sorry", his sentence was full of hiccups and sobs. He couldn't speak properly.

Felix:" Chris - I. You read those?", He falls on his knees.

Chan:" I am sorry Felix, it's all my fault... I am so sorry.. I shouldn't leave you alone. I am the worst ever, please Felix I am sorry", he covered his eyes with his hands and kept crying in front of the younger.

Felix:" no Chris! Its- it's not your fault.", His heartbroken down into pieces once again when Chan took all the blame for everything and crying in front of him.

Chan:" you were struggling Felix, I - and I wasn't aware of that. I was supposed to be with you... If I was there non of this could happen.", He cries more, Felix couldn't help but to pull Chan into a hug and they both cries in each other arms.

Felix:' don't say that please-- it's not your fault Chan!", he said while sobbing.

Chan:" You were waiting for me, and I - please I am the worst friend ever! Please don't leave me, Felix, please", he begs.