My Emotional Support

Chapter 18

Y/n's Pov

I woke up and didnt see kentrell. I got up and did my hygiene.

I walked downstairs and didnt see anyone. That's weird. I went to Joe's room and knocked.

I didnt hear anything so I opened the door and didnt see him their. I checked in everyone's room but didnt see anyone.

They probably just went somewhere. As I was grabbing something from the fridge I heard someone knock on the door.

I grabbed a knife and looked through the window. It was tyquian. I opened the door and greeted him.

"Why do you have a knife?" He asked. "I didnt know who was at the door. Plus, no ones home and I dont know where they went" I said as I put the knife away.

"Oh, I think they had to go perform today" tyquian said. "At this time? That's new" I said because it was 8am.

Today was my birthday and I was turning 21 but they werent even here. I blame myself because I never told them.

"Did you hear me?" Tyquian asked. "No, sorry, can you repeat that?" I asked.

"Nevermind, but why are you so tense, you need to relax" he said making me nod.

He grabbed my hand and took me to my room making me confused.

"Lay down, I'll be back" he said as he ran out the room. I layed down confused.

He came back with some baby oil, 2 cucumber slices, a face mask, and an oil diffuser making me smile.

"Go put on the mask" he said. I grabbed the mask and put it on. While we were waiting for it to dry up, he put the cucumber slices on my eyes.

"Thank you but you dont have to do this" I said about to get up.

"Dont get up, and just relax" he said making me lay down. Once the face mask dried up, I peeled it off and threw the cucumber slices away.

"Okay now lay on your stomach" he said. I laid on my stomach confused.

"Uhm, I dont know how to say this without being weird but can you take off your shirt" he said making my eyes widen and look back at him.

"Ima just give you a massage, I promise" he said. "Why didnt you just say that" i said as i laughed.

I look my shirt off and put my hair in a bun. I saw him staring making me lay down. He unclipped my bra and put the oil on my back.

As he was giving me a massage I let out little sighs of relief. "What do I have to do in return?" I asked.

"You can go on a date with me" he said. "But it feels wrong because of kentrell" I said.

"Forget him, this is about me and you right now" he said making me consider it. "Okay fine, only because it's to repay you" I said.

After awhile I felt myself about to go to sleep. "Do you have any plans for today?" He asked.

"No, it's my birthday but they arent even here" i said since i was half asleep.

"Really?! If you want i can stay here with you" he said. "No it's fine, I'm used to it" I said. "Used to what?" He asked.

"Used to being left alone and forgotten. I cant believe I thought that I was gonna spend this birthday year with someone but it's the same thing every year, I'm all alone" I said as I started to close my eyes.

I felt myself being picked up and being hugged (she already had her shirt back on). I hugged him back and felt my eyes water.

"I'll stay with you" he said. "No its fine, I dont want to bother you, you probably have things to do and-" I rambled but was cut off by him kissing me.

It caught me off guard but I kissed back. I straddled him before pushing him on the bed.

As I was about to take off our clothes I thought about kentrell. What if he lost feelings already? I doubt he was gonna wait for me, he has so much people that want to be with him so why would he be with me? He doesnt like me.

I took off my clothes and started to undress him. I slid him inside of me and started to ride him. "Damn" he said as he wrapped his arms around my waist and started to thrust upwards quickly.

Once we finished I immediately fell asleep. I woke up and didnt see anyone with me.

I checked the time and saw it was 4pm. Did he leave me? Why did I do this to myself?

Just as I started to cry I heard tyquian call my name. I looked up and saw him holding bags.

"Why you cryin'?" He said as he placed the bags down and hugged me. "I'm sorry" I said.

"About what?" He asked. "For crying" I said feeling irritated that I was crying.

"Its fine, why you cryin' though?" He asked. "I thought you left" I said.

"I told you I'm not leaving you" he said making me nod. "I started a bath for you" he said making me smile and thank him.

When I went to the bathroom I saw the tub have petals, bubbles, etc. I really liked how it looks.

Once I finished I put on a dress and did my make up. I checked the time and saw it was 7pm. I walked downstairs and saw tyquian eating ribs.

"Want some?" He asked. "Sure" I said. We ate and watched a movie. I was now looking at the cake he bought me.

Once he finished singing happy birthday I blew the candles out. I looked up at him, he was smiling at me.

I then heard gun shots making me get on the floor. I heard the car drive away making me get up.

"Tyquian?" I said. I looked and saw him on the floor bleeding from his chest and gasping for air.

I hugged him as I told him to keep his eyes open. I carried him to the car knowing he wasnt gonna make it.

His eyes were already closed and he didnt have a pulse. I drove to the hospital and parked in front. I sighed knowing he passed.

I gave him a kiss on his forehead and hugged him. "Thank you for everything" I said. I picked him up and carried him to the hospital.

They told me he was already dead. I drove home and just cried. I heard the door open but I didnt bother to look up.

"Y/n? Where are you?" I heard kentrell yell. I guess he saw the blood. Once he found me he hugged me.

"What happened?" He asked concerned. "He-he died" I said as I started sobbing. "Who?" He asked confused. I saw the others walk in the room and look at me.

"Tyquian" I said in between sobs. "What? He was here? When? How? Who?" They all asked making me feel overwhelmed. I told them what happened except the part where we fucked.

"It was your birthday?" Kentrell asked. "Are you serious, that's all you care about right now?" I said mad. "No, I just didnt know" he said as he sat down next to me.

"Ima go try to find out who" ben said as he walked out the room with joe, three and boomer.

"On the bright side you had someone with you for your birthday" kd said as he started dancing.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear-" he started singing but stopped once he seen kentrell mugging him. "Ima just leave" kd said as he walked out the room leaving me and kentrell alone.

I cried all night while kentrell just comforted me. It was now 10am I got up to use the bathroom.

As I was washing my hands I looked in the mirror and saw my eyes bloodshot red. I looked at the bathtub and saw the petals still there making me start to sob. I felt arms wrap around me. Kentrell took me back to the bed.

As I was slowly starting to go to sleep i heard ben and joe run in. "We know who did it" they said at the same time.