Forever yours

Ch. 9 McNuggets

"Shawn?" She looked from shawn then to me and then back to shawn. "You have got to be joking" I felt the tears threatening to spill but no, I will keep my ground. "Tasha how did you? How did? What!" The elevator door was starting to close from being open to long but Shawn stopped it with his hand "not this time shelbi!" He pulled me out of it and Tasha tempted to snake through but he wouldn't have it "Tasha not now! Don't even tempt me!"

I've never seen shawn angry at anyone, what the hell is going on! She backed off and the door closed "what the hell shelbi! Do you know how worried I was?" Instead of crying or screaming I started to laugh.

He looked at me as if I had gone insane "wow shawn how could you be worried? Remember you don't care about me? I mean nothing to you!" He grabbed both of my wrists and pulled me to him and he kissed me. It was soft and my laughing had seized. "Don't ever say I don't care about you again"

I pushed off his chest a tad but he didn't let go. "But you told Natasha that you couldn't care about..." He cut me off before I could finish. "I only said that so that no one would find out about you" what?

"Am I to much of an embarrassment then?" He scrunched his brows and shook his head "No, No... I don't want that Paps to see you... I don't want anyone to hurt you" he pulled me over to the kitchen table and there was a magazine and on the front cover was Jess kissing Matt on the beach. "See one photo and everyone knows... Good thing she doesn't have a Twitter or something" I didn't think about any of that.

"So that's why I never knew about Tasha, you kept her a secret" he nodded "and If she would have found out about you I know she would have told the Paps and I just don't..." I took his hand to calm him. "It's okay shawn, I kind of get it in a weird way but I wish you would have told me before.. And is she coming tonight?" He nodded "yeah... I didn't know what else to do" the elevator opened and Tasha came out.

"I'm not gonna say anything okay? Now that I know who shelbi actually is I can keep a secret.. Just Keep the PDA on the down low" she plopped herself on the couch. "And there's the Tasha I used to lov..." He cut himself off and started to scratch the back of his neck "um I'm gonna go tell the boys your okay" then he disappeared without another word.

"I'm really not that bad of a person shelb... I wouldn't ever tell someone about your relationship with Shawn.. I'm always gonna care about him so I want him to be happy. And I'm glad that's with you" even if they use to have a thing, I need to keep on her good side, otherwise it could end badly.

"I believe you" she smiled "good, cause I really want to be friends with you.. And I guess I should apologize.. I'm probably the one that made you cry" I nodded "it's okay..." I turned my gaze to the TV "and I'll hang back tonight at the concert, I normally wouldn't go after I found out about you and shawn... but my publicist told me I had to" what? "Oh yeah sorry, I'm a youtuber and I just hit 1 million subs" holy crap.

"Wow, congrats?" She smiled "want to film a video with me?!?" I nodded "sure" she pulled out a camera from her bag and propped it up on a stand. "I always keep my cam on hand"

We filmed a short video about boys and the things that we hate about them. It was a lot of fun actually, I think shawn tried to come in but then he left.

"Well that's all for this video, catch you next time on Tashas corner" and with that she turned it off. "Now that will get a lot of views" i smiled "are you a youtuber?" I shook my head.

"You should try it out, your really pretty and with my help I can get you started" that could be fun I guess "I don't know.. It's not really my thing" she nodded "well give it a shot sometime, maybe you'll like it" I nodded "maybe... Where is everybody? We've been filming for quite awhile now" she looked around "I don't know, maybe they went out for lunch?" Shawn would have told me.