The thing that sucks about birthdays, is that no matter what you do... They have to end... Just like my little time here with Shawn.
"Shelbi?" I felt so comfortable having shawn hold me, even if I was high above the ground, I felt amazing. "yeah?" I was laying my head on his shoulder "when do you have to leave?" Why did he have to ask the question I was dreading. "um on Sunday, so I get tomorrow and then I leave the next morning" my mom allowed me and Jess to stay for two nights.
"Why, when do you have to leave?" I felt him sigh "technically I was suppose to leave for my next stop about an hour ago" what? I pushed off him a little and looked him in the eyes "why didn't you leave then? We've been sitting up here for a few hours. you could have gone" he brushed a piece of my hair back. "Cause I'm happy here" i furrowed my eye brows "but your fans aren't going to be happy" he smiled widely "that's the thing I love about you, you care about everyone else first. every other girl or fan I've ever interacted with always wanted me to stay. they never thought about the next fan or the next girl in line" I never thought about it that way.
"You should probably take me back, I really don't want to upset all of your fans" he looked away from me and back to the sky "yeah, okay" he pulled me up to my feet but kept his arm around my shoulder as we walked back to his car and drove to my hotel.
Never in a million years would I have guessed that this could of happened to me and I will always be thankful. We pulled up to my hotel and he walked me down to my door. "I really don't want to go yet" I shrugged my shoulders "thank you shawn" he smiled down at me "for what?" He started to lean up on the door frame. "for everything, for saving me in the alley, and for making this a night I will never forget" he pulled out his phone and made a new contact and handed it to me. "put your number in" the contact name was *beautiful*
I typed in my number and blushed at the contact name. "I really want to see you again" those words are what warmed my heart and I blushed even more. "same here" i shifted my weight as he leaned forward to embrace me in a hug. "good-" he cut me off.
"Don't say goodbye shelbi, not to me... I have problems when people say goodbye to me cause I feel like we will never see each other again" I pulled back and looked at his concerned expression "so then what should I say?" He thought for a moment "just say until we meet again" I nodded and he gave me a quick peck on my cheek.
"Until we meet again shawn" then I opened my hotel door and slipped inside, as I was about to close the door he stopped it with his foot "wait" I opened it and he had his hands stuffed into his pockets "yeah?"
"I don't get a kiss goodnight?" I smiled and pointed for him lean down since I couldn't reach his cheek, but as I was about to give him a quick peck on the cheek he turned his head so that I planted one on his lips. It caught me off guard but shawn wrapped his arms around my small body and lifted me off the ground. the kiss was soft and sweet and it was perfect. He sat me back down on the ground but didn't let go of me as he rested his forehead onto mine
"Now I really don't want to go" I bit my lip and just took in his warmth "maybe you can stay for a few more minutes" his eyes lit up with excitement when I pulled him into my hotel room. He took off his Jacket and threw it on Jess's bed while I slipped off my shoes, I wonder what she's doing right now?
"How's the head?" I didn't know actually. "I should probably look at it, its been a few hours" I started to untie the bandana the nice nurse gave me "here let me" he walked over and carefully took it off and started to un bandage my wrap "it actually looks a lot better, your just gonna have some bruising. best to leave the bandage off so it can get some air" I nodded and stretched my arms in a big yawn "tired?" I nodded again. "been a reaaaally long day" he chuckled at my exaggeration.
We walked over to my bed and shawn made himself at home quickly by crawling over to one side and grabbing the tv remote. I laid down next to him but with a good foot between us "since when did we start being distant?" What? Before I could question him and pulled me over to his side and rested his around around my waist and I laid my head on his shoulder. he started scrolling through the channels and our legs entangled.
"Oh how about Friends! I love that show!" I nodded and he clicked it. once he put the remote down he reached for my free hand that was laying on his chest and entangled our fingers. "I still cannot believe this is real" I yawned again. "don't believe what's real?" The room was only being lit by the TV light.
"You being here I guess, make sure you leave soon though... I don't want you too... be..." before I could finish my sentence I could feel my body relaxing too much from laying with shawn and soon sleep had taken me. shawn said something that I didn't hear but I didn't care, I was too happy being here with him.
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A few hours had past and my hotel door shot open and it woke me up immediately "oh my god shelbi your not gonna guess what-" she didn't finish her sentence. Once she turned on the light she saw shawn and I Laying in bed. Holy fuck he hasn't left yet!
I looked over at the alarm clock and I read 4:45 AM "shawn wake up!" His eyes groggily opened and he groans "Whatttt" his morning voice was raspy and I liked it... no! Stop it shelbi! He needs to leave!
"Shawn get up! You were suppose to leave like 6 hours ago!" Jess was just standing there awkwardly "no, come back to bed" believe me I wanted to but I can't. "Shawn seriously get your butt up" he rolled over but wasn't getting out of bed, but it gave me an idea. I walked over to the other side of the bed and when the bed dipped down he had a smug grin "what are you doing?" Before he could comprehend anything I used all my strength and pushed him off the bed making him land with a thud. "ouch!" I laughed and crossed over to him "you have to go!"
"Fine, fine" he stood up and brushes himself off "miss pushy" I started to push him out of the room and to the door. he stopped in his tracks right before the door frame. "no" what? He turned around so he was facing me "I'm not gonna go yet, not when I just was starting to know you" I looked over to where Jess was standing but she wasn't in the room, maybe she was went to the bathroom. "Shawn you have to go, your fans depend on you"
He put his hands on my shoulders "I will make it up to them, but I'm taking you out to breakfast at 9 AM so be ready, I'm not gonna take no for an answer so don't even try to push it" I sighed knowing I had been defeated, but I'm pretty happy about it. "okay" he gave me a quick peck on the cheek "see you later love" and then he left.
I closed the door and Jess poked her head around the corner "can I come out now?" I nodded and she came out "what were you guys doing?" I blushed a little but shook it off "that doesn't matter, where have you been?" She blushed even more, I have a feeling we're gonna be talking for a while.
**shawn tweeted my friend shelbi that i got the inspiration for this book from so that's cool
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