Forever yours

Ch. 8 Tasha

I woke up to a whimpering sound, what the hell? Shawn was snoring and was past out. I crawled over him as quietly as I could and got out of the bunk. I peeked into Matt and Jess's bunk but jess wasn't there. I walked through all the boys spread out everywhere and I heard the whimper from the bathroom. "Jess?" I heard a small squeak and she opened the door. Tears were running down her cheeks and her makeup was all smeared, since she didn't take it off. "What's wrong?" She pulled me into the small bathroom and closed the door.

"I'm just afraid shelbi" what? I sat on the sink and she say on the toilet "afraid of what?" She was tracing lines on her wrists from where she had cut herself "that when I get back home... In never gonna get out... I'm so happy with Matt... This is the happiest I've been on over 3 years... Shelbi you don't know what he... What..." She stared to break down again and I did my best to comfort her, but I knew only one guy could help her.

"Stay here" I walked out of the bathroom and back over to Matts bunk. I shook his arm "matt" he groaned "whattttt" he blinked his eyes and realized he was laying alone "where's Jess?" He looked really worried. "Come on" he climbed out and I pointed to the bathroom "she needs you more than you think... Please help her"

Matts p.ov
I pushed open the bathroom door and saw her shaking. "Jess?" She looked up at me and her eyes were tear stained. I walked in and closed the door. I picked her up and sat her on my lap so I could hold her. "What's wrong baby girl?" I waited for her to call down, I knew none of the boys would be listening to us cause they're the hardest sleepers in the world.

"I don't want to go... I can't go... Not anymore..." She started to break out in sobs again so I rubbed her back "shh. It's gonna be okay" she shook her head and looked at me in the eyes for the first time. "No Matt... You don't know what that man has done to me... I've never been comfortable around any male because I've always been afraid that they would..." She lost her focus for a minute but regained. "But wih you I feel human... This is the happiest I've been in three years... Call me crazy for liking someone so fast but I just..." I cut her off my crashing my lips on to hers.

Shelbi's POV

I crawled back into the bunk with Shawn and didn't even try to be sneaky when I crawled over him. "Wuhh" he groaned. "Sorry... I had to deal with Jess and ugh" he rubbed his eyes "are we almost there?" I shrugged "I don't know" he pulled out his phone from his pocket, I forgot now of us changed. "Shit... We'll be there in an hour, might as well stay awake" Nooooooo.

He started to crawl out of bed but o grabbed his waist and clung onto him "no... Jess needs sometime with that Matt.. Don't wake everyone up until you hear them come out of the bathroom" he gave me a questioning look but he knew I didn't want to answer anything at the moment. "Okay... Okay" he rolled over so that he was facing me. "As long as I get to spend more time with you, then I'm happy"

We snuggled for about a half hour when we finally heard Jess and Matt come out. "Time to get up" he stretched out and jumped out of the bunk. "Wait!" I whispered and he looked at me. "We should make a vine prank" he smirked and pulled out his phone. I grabbed some of my red lipstick I kept in my purse and walked over to the boys "which one?" He pointed to Taylor and nodded. I drew on his lips and got creative and drew a penis on his forehead. "Wow they're heavy sleepers" I sat beside Taylor and gave a thumbs up to shawn when he took the vine.

"I'm posting that" he posted the vine and it was already blowing up. Thank god he didn't tag me or else my phone would be blowing up. I did however get a notice on my phone that shawn posted and he saw "you follow me?" I nodded "well duh, your my favorite singer" his smile faded and looked away, I wonder what's wrong? I'll have to talk to him about that alone.

"What the hell?" We all looked over to Aaron who was looking at Taylor "oh my god" he started bursting out in laughter and we all joined in waking up the bus.